Catherine, the girl~

Thursday, August 24, 2006

gave up.... finally.....

Oct 17 2005 : you told me not to cry and to think for myself...
Apr 30 2006 : you told me to think for my career.. i stayed
Aug 23 2006 : Truth is known... i gave up finally

eunice always ask me not to keep things to myself... talk to somebody... i did..called ah song (irving) and i cried.. he knew what happen without me further explaining... this is what i called true fren...

we met at harry's at harbour front... lots of old drinkin mates are there.. including mr lee... we did some drinkin warmup... as usual.. mr lee say later bring me go to our homeground.. hope to find me some good guy for me... i laughed..."there is no good guy at devils...haha" i had enough..

we reach around 11pm... got a table... met some frens as well mostly promoters.. we went from this table to another table.. drank quite a bit... never felt so happy for so long... i ordered flaming lamborgini for bradon.. own him a drink for not turnin up at his birthday last month.. heehee.. as usual he ran off... i light up the drink and we drank... felt so good... guess is my fav drink after all.

we went home at around one plus... i sat on my bed and ponder for veri long... guess alcohol had numb my mind for a while.. it felt good... i stop thinkin about you for a while... but for how long... how long i will feed on alcohol...

anyway i will be gettin my tattoo soon... hopefully it will bring a new lease to my complicated life...

all the guys fren i mention above are all my buddy... they are always the one dryin up my tears... i not as bad as u think... i will gave up on U... not them... i the kind who choose relationship over frens...

thanks for all my frens who are always with me...

I scribbled at ;; 4:05 PM