Wednesday, September 13, 2006
been very tired again... everyday reach home at around 12 midnite on average... start to get sleepy whereever i go... slept on the mrt while on the way home from school or work... nearly missed my station... i start to get irratated when bus 73 start to make me wait... sometime have to wait up to half an hour for the damn bus just to get home... i just wanna faster reach home and lie on my bed... be it sleep or starring at my blank celing... i happy...
but is hard to get to sleep when i wanna...my bio clock is upside down already.
lost my morale... lost my sleep... lost my family... lost my frens... wat next...
talk to one of my supplier today over the phone... he was tellin me to get myself a life... stop stressin myself out... i tired but it dun work!!! He start by tellin his rubbish again by tellin me he got some bachelor fren to intro me... pilot la... biz man la... blah blah....
i ask him... pls stop... i reply " you tell me so much, also no use " i too busy.... any guys will be frightened by the way i work... the hours i put it...
i used to watch movie myself... shoppin myself... go gym myself... i almost like a livin zombie....
i tend to get tempermental nowaday without realising it... somebody pls kill me or knock me out so that i no need to wake up....haix....
life sux....
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