Friday, September 15, 2006
ended work at 10.45pm, was walkin out of the office... headin to mrt. halfway thru... was drag to a pub at middle rd by my colleague... haha... he was sayin that finally his galfren is workin late... and he can go out.. he is totally 100% control by his gal.. and everybody keep saying he " cannot make it "... he took up another few colleague challenge and went out... and he drag me along... while waiting for cab... Jimmy msg me "ni hao ma".... i replied " bu hao" within seconds... he called and asked why and talk and talk.. while in the cab... i was still yanking with him... i heard this damn song on the cab for the fifith time le... the song is by 3 door down " here without you "... this song been goin thru my head on and on and on....
i told jimmy that is good.. at least now yo called at 11pm... not 4am anymore... he laughed... he told me not to go drink everyday... i said no... it's been quite long since i step out... and i was kidnapped by my colleague... he was sayin lots of funny crap... sayin how we teach him bad... teach him how to drink "lambo"... i say you are the worse... when everybody had enough drinkin... you keep orderin.. and then all of us will be dead by then... those were the days when we were into heavy drinkin and boozing... wat sia... we chat till i reach the pub... as usual is a typical karaoke pub...
sat by the bar with my colleague... halfway thru... my colleague say he's leavin le.. hhis galfren is checkin on him... he have to rush back le... poor guy!!!
i was still msgin with jimmy... he was tellin me to take a break and go for a holidays...
i told him.. i wish i can... haix!!!
I only drink one small cup of beer... and left at 12am... i really a midnight cinderalla...
the pub is pretty boring in a way of another... sad chinese song playin nonstop...
perhaps the people there are not close to me... you know me i dun talk to stranger...
while on the way home in a cab.... i felt empty...really empty....
i dun know how to explain the emptiness... but is empty....
i was really hungry... no food... i never had my dinner at all... just have some gummi bear in my fridge and sleep...
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scribbled at ;; 2:34 PM