Another lazy Sunday... i actually woke up at 11am... my maid brought breakfast into my room... cause she knew i will not get out of my room when is my off day... i can sleep the whole day long... After the breakfast... i sleep again...how i wish i can sleep forever! Till around 5pm... the stupid guy next room actually irritate me, sayin the music playin in my room disturb him... i was pissed! hey... i am only using a 2.1ch speakers...wat's your prob... and the best part is my mum actually side him and ask me to shut off the music... i was realli up to my head... i told her... " i am finally have my own time and rest at home... can't i have the luxury to listen to some music... " if like that... i might as well, dun come home... " I moving out!!!"... I was so pissed that i stomp out of the house... i went to bishan alone... just wanna be alone... "sista" msg me... i do not wan to talk to anyone... just wanna be alone... he keep msgin me but i dun feel like talkin... i bought myself a 30 disc HK drama serial... plus a big bag of gummi bears! I feel good after buyin all these... within a short while, my colleague called me and ask me to go to kallang to watch soccer match... is my supplier event... actually i dun feel like going but since i outside and dun feel like goin home... i took a cab and head to Kallang "The cage". I finally called "sista"... had a long talk with him... he was askin me the usual question of what happen and why... i keep tellin him "you dun understand at all" he ask me to look on the bright side... if by lookin is so easy... i would have done that long ago... i talked till my tears floatin rollin inside my eyes... " I am tired" I was realli sianz at the event... sat there alone watchin Chealsea vs Liverpool... till i notice somebody... somebody whom i was close to... i was really not in a mood... dun wanna talk to him.. i think alot of people there were wonderin how come we are not talkin...i dun know also... just dun know what to say also... after he disappear for a year... our frenship also worsen... lots of misunderstandin!! too many version of his story! continue watchin epl... manu vs arsernal... during the whole event... my mind is jammed... family prob... work prob... frens prob... personal prob... i actually smoke for about six sticks of ciggi... i just couldn't stop... i need to get it out.. drank only 2 bottles... could not find the kick! the event end at around 1am... i shook hands and bid bye to all my suppliers except him... i realli find no reason to talk to him still.... Reach home... watch "miami ink"... realli want to get tattoo le... then watch my HK drama series... seem nice!! my mind is super tired but just can't my eyes to close... when can i have a peaceful night and sleep...
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