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Monday, November 20, 2006

oh man... been feelin the stress for the past few weeks... the worries for my ah ma constantly.. sch work... work... everything seem to drop on me at one shot... sometimes why is God is so cruel.. but on the other perception and point... i thank him for giving me frens who are there to encourage me always... you know who u are... Donna, Gin, Ah Choi... without all your extra dose of encouragement... i not sure i can hold on during the past difficult times...

managed to complete another of my sch assisgnment... phew!! sch ended at around 9plus... was veri hungry... decided to go and buy instant mee for dinner... hungry!!! while walkin to the MRT, i felt giddy... sat down for a while... been feelin giddy easily... i have past history of low blood pressure... hope is not comin again... but i know i really not feelin tat well recently... tat why i have the habit of carrying tiger balm in my bag all the time... in case of emergency...

came home around near 11pm le... went and see my ah ma... she is sleepin but her breathing is very heavy... i can see that she is fighting for every sec.. minute of her life... the nurse came today.. my maid said that her wound still remain the same... and blood is coming out from her mouth again... Lord... pls bless her...

stocktake is comin... in preparation already... busy... busy... need to get back my health before i fight on... arghhhh....

been listening to songs on my ipod most of the times... it help me to relax and not to be so tense... must learn to relax my mind... even when i asleep... it keep thinkin of sch..work..ah ma..
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