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Thursday, November 09, 2006

it's been 3 days already... ah ma condition is still the same... i last saw her is around 1pm plus.. went to see her before i start work... she look fragil... tired.. her toes are gettin black.. it hurts me as i see it... wheneven i saw her and feel like cryin.. i would strongly bite my lips and swollen as much tears as possible... no matter how sad i was... i will never cry infront of her at all...
Yesterday suppose to go for my consumber behaviour class but did not go as i would want to spend some time with my ah ma..went to SMA around 7pm... asked Jonas for the notes..he gave to me and even offered to give me his mobile nos if i got any doubt and also email him once i done the test... got no time to do at all last night.. tonight will rush all my sch stuffs finish.. my case study... mock test plus this sat exams.. dun know how long can i hang on... i could not even concentrate on my work at all... and worst of all... got a terrible migrane today... the pain is so intense that i nearly could not breathe... as i am allergic to panadol.. i really biting on to cont workin... i dun like to take mc as got lots of stuffs to do... and by depending on my staffs to do it.. they will not do it.. they will tell ya lots of excuses tomorrow that why they didn;t do it... better do all myself...
tryin to look for an assistant to help me but no suitable candidate yet... haix
i missed my ah ma terribly... like wat my mum said.. she is suffering cause of all her children wrong deed... and sad to say.. i felt that is true... my aunt offered to pay for her bills but called my mum last night and say she cannot as her husband fight with her and command her not to do so... wat biz is this son-in-law gotta do with her daughter wantin to pay her mum bills... all my mum husband are really useless ppl... except for my dad... only know how to drink... gamble...slack... my dad is the son-in-law that cared for my granny... gave her shelter.. food.. and us! the rest would only know how to ask for money from their wife...damn all men!!
Lord, please ease my granny pain... do not let her suffer and she has suffered long enough... she is tired...

I would like say thanks to all my frens who been concern about me lately esp Donna, Ginny, Davina, Marcus,Michelle... without all of ya.. i dun know if i be able to pull it thru during this period...

I scribbled at ;; 7:56 PM

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