ended work at 6pm sharp... rush to tan tock seng for my granny... need to spend some time with her... as tomorrow i am unable to see her as mornin is work and evening... assisgnment thingy from sch... tat mean i can't see her tomorrow... she is in bad state today... her feet and hands are badly swollen... and worse she is cryin. her tears keep swirling round her eyes... i can feel her pain... she feel asleep again... but was woken up when the nurse came and inject the antibiotic into her... the pain is so intense that her eyes open up real large... and she is shakin.. it hurts me... it seem like she wan to scream but she can't... her tears keep drippin down her frail cheek... i keep sayin "ah ma" dun cry... i am here for you... but it still hurts me deep inside... i held her hand real tight for veri long... and sayin prayer to the lord.. guardian angel to stop her pain.. stop her suffering... my mum cried also... seeing her in such pain really hurts me deeply... why must she suffer? i dun understand... lord pls grant her the courage to fight on...
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The Girl
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SOrry U Can'T DeFine Me,
SOrry I BrEaK The MoUld
SOrry ThAt I SpEak My MiNd,
SOrry DOn't Do WhAt I'm ToLd SOrry If I DOn'T FaKe iT,
SOrry I CoMe Too ReAL I WiLL NeVer HiDe WHat I ReAlly Feel