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Tuesday, November 07, 2006

my ah ma condition is not gettin better... therefore decided to send her to hosipital today.. took urgent leave...called ambulance this mornin and send her in to check... come to think about it.. this is the fifth time i sat on the ambulance... and this might be my veri last time...
everthing seem fine on the surface but when the doc check... it not good...
the doc took a blood test in the afternoon around 4pm... i was worried that i did not take any food in the mornin till late evening... was very tired... mum ask me to go home as i been there the whole day.. my dad bought me fried rice...
as i enter the empty house... i felt lost... dun know why...
had a slight nap... my mum woke me up at around 8plus... she told me to prepared for the worst as the blood result is out...
Doc said that her white blood cell is attackin her red blood cell... and her bed sore is due to ulcer... serious ulcer... and her days is numbered...
i am lost... totally lost.. my mum called all of her sibling and my cousin to come to visit her... as the chances will be slim...
she gettin thinner and thinner... though she can;t communicate... but i can feel her pain as i see her... everytime i see her.. hold her... my tears will start to form...
how long? tat's the question i been avoiding... she is very close to me... even closer than my mum.. took care of me since young... share all my secret with her... only listen to her...
i can;t write anymore... i already cryin when i start to think about it...

"And the prayer offered in faith will make the sick person well; the Lord will raise him up. If he has sinned, he will be forgiven. Therefore confess your sins to each other and pray for each other so that you may be healed. The prayer of a righteous man is powerful and effective."
James 5:15-16

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