Tuesday, December 26, 2006
22nd Dec 06
woke up at 12am... msg sha and decided to meet her at tampines for shopping cum survey... regretted taking bus 72... seem like the bus is travelling at 30km/h... oh gosh.. almost late!! we took shuttle bus to tampines big box... wanted to eat meat ball at ikea but damn crowded.. gave up on the idea..went to Courts to look see look see... called David when i reached there... he was laughin and tellin me tat my "bro" also there... hmm which Bro? In the end, i turn around... it was mr lee... wat sia... we smiled and laughed as i think both of us has the same motives in coming to Courts... luckily nobody came and chase us out... hahaha! after which me and sha went to tampines mall to eat mos burger... reached taka around 5plus... did lots of shoppin'... me bought Estee perfume for my mum.. Nokia Hp for my dad...bioskin voucher for Dav and Cheryl... Card Holder for my real bro... HP pouch for my aunt... coffee mug for my ex maid.. mini choc fountain hamper for the upcomin family gatherin at my uncle place... had a drink at cathy... then home...time to wrap present...
23rd Dec 06
went to my cousin Susan's place... suppose to reach her place around 2pm but was delayed due to have to wait for my mum and my aunt... went to my cousin place to pass her present for my cute niece and nephew presents... played with the two hyper active kids... arghhh somebody pls save me!! chatted with my cousin, topics surrounding my grandma.. the goin to be happen gatherin this sat... plus my nephew joke of the day... left her place around 7pm.. after which went to serangoon nth ave 1 for dinner.. ordered curry chix rice... yummy... played some online solitaire games... sleep
24 Dec 06
woke up late cause raining... wat an excuse... guess wat.. my mum cooked curry chix... arghhh... second day of curry chix... i suppose to eat turkey.. why curry chix?? had little bit of food here and there... bathe and get ready to go to Donna's place... bought log cake for the potluck... my dad drove me there as it was still raining. Gin called me to help her with the drinks at cold storage... which Don force me to take a red market trolley to take the drink.. i almost fainted as "c'mon i dressed so nice today" so unglam... haha.. rob was even worse... force me to take the cold storage trolley which been in their house for the past one year to take the drink... i said "NO" as i told him... i dun wanna get caught on the eve of xmas of stealin a cold storage trolley... haha.. husband and wife.. same... same... really enjoyed the food.. meetin Mich,Eleanor, Gin and of course Don.. plus the kids Annakal.. Nat and Francis... this boy is gettin cuter and also bigger... he look like a 3 year old kids where he is only 1 year old... can't imagine...was conned by Don to play poker... then off to church at 11.30pm... reached Nativity at 12am... crowded...felt peaceful.. as everybody is sayin peace to each other.. i look to the starry sky and say peace... Ah MA.. Merry Xmas... felt empty as it was exactly one month tat ah ma funeral mass was held at Nativity... mass ended at 1.30am.. took a cab home.. i saw the cab driver.. i was stunned... he is the yougest cab driver i ever saw... he is like my age.. gosh.. dressed in young hippy clothes and listenin to perfect 10... haaha... saw the taxi license.. is not him.. seem like he's helpin his dad to relief drive... reached home... play online games.. watched FRIENDS on star world.. and sleep... keke
Merry Xmas to All....
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Tuesday, December 19, 2006
another eleven days will be another year for me... 2007!!
how am i going to embrace this coming year... dun know... tat's my answer... let things work out by itself...
year 2006
Quit drinkin... surprise... surprise... many factors involved in it.. no point going into details...
went into healthy lifestyle... sign up for California Fitness... time to shed off the beer belly... start afresh...
went to Hong Kong this year with Dav and Chris... my fav Disney land...Dream come true...
am i 25 or 26 next year... did not celebrate my birthday in 2006... reason...STOCKTAKE... dun make me mention anymore...
Nearly left Carrefour... i would have left in April to NTUC if not because of your advise... am i dumb or wat... haix...
Successful IT Fair at Plaza... amazing result for me in fact... Proud of myself...
went back to study part time... double major in marketin and mgmt
My lao ban niang aka my manager left the company... tearful...
Struggle to keep 11 depts alive by fightin on... but wat do i get.... haix!!
The exit of my most capable salesman... i am totally crippled
My most beloved and dearest grandma leavin me to find eternal peace with Lord..
letting her go is my most painful moment of my life as she is my pillar of strength..
without her in my life... i lost myself... my smile... my determination... everythings
i am learning to stand up again... give me time... i need patience from all of ya...
catherine will be back... this is a promise
wat i can say that this is a tearful year for me... lots of tough decision making for me... been in the crossroad too many time this year... been treatin other opinion too seriously... when did i ever did something for myself???
did a lot of thinkin ever since april... till now...
had a long talk with "mama" today at mac... think i have been to strong headed to lots of people tat i lost them... why?
all i know is that i dun know how to Smile back... Hug you... sweet talk... but in my heart... I do Care about you... i suck at expressing myself especially to people who has a special place in my heart...
enough le... hope to have a better 2007... can i start afresh...
only GOD knows.... i guess....
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Saturday, December 16, 2006
finally the last paper from this tri-semister. wrote till my fingers hurts... arghhh... after the paper went out with edward and the rest for a quick breakfast as everyone is feelin hungry after the paper... the paper started in the morning at 9am... yawn!!!
after the meal with my classmates... headed quickly to millenia walk to look for dav and grace for hair colouring... the new salon that i went to "Kim Robinson".. it is the well famed hair stylist second outlet... they are currently special promo... my hair colouring plus hightlight is only $180.
my hair stylist is Celest... very nice and pretty lady... plus most of the male hair stylist are all very stylish and good looking... good service plus an eyeful... keke
After which, went to marina square with dav, grace and jean for some shoppin... bought a new bra... 2 mphosis tops... wow!! later went to KBox Lunch for some sing song session... love Cao Ge Songs...
was suppose to go for dinner with dav, cheryl and chris.. but cancelled due to dav not feelin well suddendly.. called a cab for her to send her home... had a quick dinner with Christina... and later head home to rest...
when i reached home, my mum told me my uncle fell down and in hospital now... called up my cousin and find out more... Nothin too serious.. just need to stay for observation...
okie... watching take5 USA... nice show...
tomorrow back to work... goin for xmas shoppin next week... hohohoho
after the meal with my classmates... headed quickly to millenia walk to look for dav and grace for hair colouring... the new salon that i went to "Kim Robinson".. it is the well famed hair stylist second outlet... they are currently special promo... my hair colouring plus hightlight is only $180.
my hair stylist is Celest... very nice and pretty lady... plus most of the male hair stylist are all very stylish and good looking... good service plus an eyeful... keke
After which, went to marina square with dav, grace and jean for some shoppin... bought a new bra... 2 mphosis tops... wow!! later went to KBox Lunch for some sing song session... love Cao Ge Songs...
was suppose to go for dinner with dav, cheryl and chris.. but cancelled due to dav not feelin well suddendly.. called a cab for her to send her home... had a quick dinner with Christina... and later head home to rest...
when i reached home, my mum told me my uncle fell down and in hospital now... called up my cousin and find out more... Nothin too serious.. just need to stay for observation...
okie... watching take5 USA... nice show...
tomorrow back to work... goin for xmas shoppin next week... hohohoho
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Thursday, December 14, 2006
it's been almost 3 weeks tat my ah ma left us... i still miss her...terribly... been scanning her photo and gave to my aunts and the rest...
my maid margie also change new employee cause nothin left for her to do after my ah ma left... but been keepin close contact with her... the house felt so empty and quiet.. only left me and my mum talkin... sometimes my aunt also... haix!
been on leave this week... studyin for my final exams... kinda of feelin stress... sick for quite long and yet to recover.. cough and cough... allergic to my medicine.. so tat why can't get well at all.
after my paper last night... reached AMK station and stroll to pasar malan for food... wanted to buy pyjamas ... then i realised tat my ah ma is no longer here... felt lost and sad suddenly.
been askin myself this question for so long... the answer is still not found... wat do i want in life... and who are really my true frens... i can't answer!!
thereofore been shuttin myself up recently... dun wanna know the truth... frens come by and go the next minute... "Frens Forever"... how true???
sometimes ought to rejoice is after my ah ma left us... my whole family meaning all the aunts and uncle are more united than before... i even started to talk with my cousins... they are planning for a xmas dinner for everybody... my ah ma would be happy to see tat..
okie... time to hit my books and study le....
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