another eleven days will be another year for me... 2007!! how am i going to embrace this coming year... dun know... tat's my answer... let things work out by itself...
year 2006 Quit drinkin... surprise... surprise... many factors involved in it.. no point going into details... went into healthy lifestyle... sign up for California Fitness... time to shed off the beer belly... start afresh... went to Hong Kong this year with Dav and Chris... my fav Disney land...Dream come true... am i 25 or 26 next year... did not celebrate my birthday in 2006... reason...STOCKTAKE... dun make me mention anymore... Nearly left Carrefour... i would have left in April to NTUC if not because of your advise... am i dumb or wat... haix... Successful IT Fair at Plaza... amazing result for me in fact... Proud of myself... went back to study part time... double major in marketin and mgmt My lao ban niang aka my manager left the company... tearful... Struggle to keep 11 depts alive by fightin on... but wat do i get.... haix!! The exit of my most capable salesman... i am totally crippled My most beloved and dearest grandma leavin me to find eternal peace with Lord.. letting her go is my most painful moment of my life as she is my pillar of strength.. without her in my life... i lost myself... my smile... my determination... everythings i am learning to stand up again... give me time... i need patience from all of ya... catherine will be back... this is a promise wat i can say that this is a tearful year for me... lots of tough decision making for me... been in the crossroad too many time this year... been treatin other opinion too seriously... when did i ever did something for myself??? did a lot of thinkin ever since april... till now... had a long talk with "mama" today at mac... think i have been to strong headed to lots of people tat i lost them... why? all i know is that i dun know how to Smile back... Hug you... sweet talk... but in my heart... I do Care about you... i suck at expressing myself especially to people who has a special place in my heart... enough le... hope to have a better 2007... can i start afresh... only GOD knows.... i guess....
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