Thursday, December 14, 2006
it's been almost 3 weeks tat my ah ma left us... i still miss her...terribly... been scanning her photo and gave to my aunts and the rest...
my maid margie also change new employee cause nothin left for her to do after my ah ma left... but been keepin close contact with her... the house felt so empty and quiet.. only left me and my mum talkin... sometimes my aunt also... haix!
been on leave this week... studyin for my final exams... kinda of feelin stress... sick for quite long and yet to recover.. cough and cough... allergic to my medicine.. so tat why can't get well at all.
after my paper last night... reached AMK station and stroll to pasar malan for food... wanted to buy pyjamas ... then i realised tat my ah ma is no longer here... felt lost and sad suddenly.
been askin myself this question for so long... the answer is still not found... wat do i want in life... and who are really my true frens... i can't answer!!
thereofore been shuttin myself up recently... dun wanna know the truth... frens come by and go the next minute... "Frens Forever"... how true???
sometimes ought to rejoice is after my ah ma left us... my whole family meaning all the aunts and uncle are more united than before... i even started to talk with my cousins... they are planning for a xmas dinner for everybody... my ah ma would be happy to see tat..
okie... time to hit my books and study le....
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