Thursday, April 19, 2007
Been tyrin to get to sleep last night... but the damn evil cough is killin me... i nearly cough my lung out... i can;t get to sleep till 6am.. but luckily the room aircon seem to turn ok last night.. with the cooling effect.. I did managed to get some sleep.. managed to finish my resume.. going to send out one today... see how it goes... i dun know why the cough onli start to occur in the night... realy pissing me off.. i was online with Gavin.. i ask him what should i put for reason for leavin the organisation... we laughed at the issue... maybe "Pissed"... haaha!!
exam comin!!! my leave comin... taipei trip comin.. woah... maybe a new job comin...yeah!!
if gonna get this new job.. finally can spend some quality time with my family and my frens le... more potluck... more gathering.. more mahjong session..
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oh no.. I am sick.. fever and cough.. cough!! my mum just make me a cup of "ling yang"... never see her for many days le... been workin hell shift.. mornin then night then mornin.. i went home she sleep le... i wake up.. she left work le.. hiaz
been stress bout the upcomin exams.. but sick sia... dun even wan to see doc cause scared of the drowsy medicine.. exam is comin.. can't afford to sleep!!
the news of my resignation spread like wild fire in the company... even the whole NTUC Xtra knew about it.. oh gosh!!! sms keep comin in ... some ask why... some send their congrat... haaha!! seen my store director on tues mornin.. inside the office for one whole hour... askin me why and why... tryin to make me stay... i told him after my leave i will tell him.. haiz!! goin to send resume le.. wish me luck sia... okie.. sick catz gonna take a rest le... and EXAMZ!!!
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Sunday, April 15, 2007
i dun know how to start this blog... is been a decision that i made.. i decided to tender already. YES!! Tender from Carrefour! i think lots of my frens would be glad to hear that as they keep tellin me that my job sucks.. workin hour like wat sia...
it is not easy for me to make that decision... is a tough one.. took me lots of courage and booze to make this decision.. i know i somehow to make this step... maybe i will regret... but i know i cannot be forever be thinkin of what happens to my staffs .. promoters.. suppliers... when i left.. but i gotta be selfish to myself le..
the office is gettin more and more political le... is sort of driving me crazy... dun wanna be inside at all... let them be whatever they wan... i just wanna lead my own life... i onli hope of my frens to be supportive of my decision... I need it badly during these period...
I cried when on my way back home... can;t imagine i cried in the train... i was tryin to control my tears while at work... but u know "10 years" in the company.. is not an easy task.. to let go just like tat.. argghhhh .. too emo le.. i will missed all the fun and laughter..
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Thursday, April 12, 2007
drank too much last nitez... drunk! my fren called my home... my bro came and save me!! why drink so much? the reason is him lor... he should not have appear at the party... i see him i go depressed...
ask myself do i miss him.. or feelin for him.. i guess the answer is "yes"... but will there be another chance.. i dun know... askin myself... "if onli"
too many misunderstanding... dun know how to clear it... who can help? i dun know...
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