Catherine, the girl~

Sunday, June 29, 2008

i woke up pretty early today to bake some cupcakes... pretty not bad for my 1st attempt... heez..

meetin davina and chris at tampines mall... i went down abit early cause haven buy davina birthday present yet... bought her a sworoski crystal for her new car... is a heart shape ornament... went to eat Phin steakhouse after tat... had a long chat with them... is been quite a while we last chat ever since she moved out from her henderson place.

i talked about my family and personal problems... there;s alot of things tat keep troubling me till there's alot of probs bottling up... after the talk... i feel so much better... some times i just need a pair of listening ears... chris is even suspected tat i am into depression mode cause of my current lifestyle.. i told them tat at home i need some peace and quiet but often i ended up in very serious stress mode... once i even took down quite a nos of panadol just to sleep... i know is wrong but i am keepin too many stuffs within me... i ofen also get chest pain.. i once told eunice if i am leavin one day... i will give her all my passwords and pins... haaha...

davina keep askin me to get myself out... get a life or new hobby... i just dun know how...
i used to drink alot to escape from my probs... but it seem still like the same as yesterday...
hopefully i will find my destinated path and happiness one day...

Found this nice song by Gary Chow, this song is not released yet..<左右无缘>
Link : http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=hEZ4Kf9BYOk&feature=related

今晚　怀疑又与你撞见可惜　
霓虹在刹那停电恐怕　明明重遇再见仍然持续断线
至死都不碰见倾侧　全城在探索伏线可惜
浮城未见你浮现
只怪　环游时代数遍环游无尽旅店
你总走得快半点交叉点差得太远　城内互相兜圈
提早半秒迟多半秒　迟早怎么计算
每次当我直去当你右转总不可相遇
彼此世界咫尺天涯同留下半生缘
与你相距就算不够六寸但命运很远
每个路段　相差几寸　还凭甚么抱怨
猜测　繁荣闹市你路过
火车　怀疑是与你同坐
不过　途人迎面盖过无从凝视你我　碰到的都错过
尖东　人潮在圣诞直播
推测　人潮内有你同贺
给我　全场人类见过原来还是错过　
眷恋还是错过　眷恋只不过错摸
差一点差得更远　原地又兜一圈同一店铺　同一市镇　
何解相差太远
每次当我直去当你右转总不可相遇
彼此世界咫尺天涯同留下半生缘
与你相距就算不够六寸但命运很远
每个路段　相差几寸　还凭甚么抱怨
如抬头看到你　同一天空背景

I scribbled at ;; 11:35 PM

Friday, June 27, 2008

kinda feelin slack nowaday... keep sleepin and often tired... used to go out everyday durin my carrefour work days... now is like Home and Home... *turnin acient soon*

my manager gonna transfer to another branch soon, gonna miss tat funny old man... hmmm he's just like a father figure to me... whenever i am travelling in his cool mazda 3 car... he will like tell me pls get a life and get married... you are not young anymore... haix.. Haaha

finally get to meet eunice... went down to sake bar meet them... it was a weird feelin, cause is like ages since i went down to boat quay, as it used to be a daily affair for me... drinkin beer like forcing me to drink chinese herbal tea... like wat i said... my turnin point came when i was damn freak out drunk at club 97 last year... it really make me stop drinkin...

started to drink tea like rose bud tea... slimming tea... I wan to slim down...heez... *fatz

dun know wat's wrong with me... i dun feel like doing alot of things... just wanna get out of here and leave everything behind and start new life outside of Singapore... *jus a strange thoughts*
wanna go to country like europe to roam around and work... maybe... *must buy toto*

haven seen Mr Tiger for some time le... haix... kinda miss his presence.. eunice and sister keep sayin i do have some space for Mr D... but i dun think so... when i last saw him, i dun wanna have any contact with him... HE's OUT!!

*wanna go to the toys and comics fair this sat **

I scribbled at ;; 2:35 AM

Monday, June 16, 2008

dun know wat's wrong with my staffs nowaday... keep makin mistakes... my blood vessels gonna burst...
school problems also makin me damn irritated...

Well... Mr Tiger came today to the store... din see him for very long already. We all went down for coffee at kopitam... but my staffs keep callin... sayin customer complaint... cannot solve la... so pissed off... i went and call here and there... within seconds... i solved all the issues...
Is not tat the problems can;t be solve... is they just like can;t be bothered. haix... sooner later i will faint of heart attack... think he is kind of busy... after the drinks.. he took some free gifts stocks and went to deliver to other stores...

time to do my IM presentation project plus study for IM MCQ test le... arghhh

I wan to grad faster....

I scribbled at ;; 7:16 PM

Saturday, June 14, 2008

is been awhile since i last blogged.... hmmmm

7th June
Went to my ex colleague Eric's place for some old frens bbq gatherin.. and saw tat douglas...kinda expected but still hoping he will not turn up... As usual, he and his red wine... i guess he kinda knew tat i am still pissed with him, so he also dare not speak to me... just addin a few comments here and there during the group conversation...

8th June
Is Donna long awaited "off day" from Rob and her 3 kids... so she robbed me, gin and crystal to vivocity for some gals outing... we went to marche for lunch followed by some shopping and coffee session. she was forced to go for foot reflex session by gin and crystal... thruout the whole session, she kept whinning that it was ticklish.... she could not be out for long as she need to pick up her kids by 7pm from her aunt's place...so we went together with her to pick up her 3 adorable kids... very playful.. noisy but still lovely... the small one francis was kinda cheeky, loves to touch gals legs and breast.... donna was sayin she also dun know why... haaha...
francis was so cranky that he do not wan to go to sleep without his mummy and was cryin... donna jus dun give a damn and ask him to go back to sleep with his sisters...

After tat, went back home and complete IM presentation....

Euro 2008 has started... i was not into the bettin mood cause all the games seem tough... so i only bet on Romania vs france match... and i betted "0" goal... and i WON.... not much la... only $32 bucks.... but i am happy...

11th June
was in school for class presentation... this time round i am the onli gal in the group. kinda missed working with Joy, Gean, Gavin and Mike.. before class start, i went to see the director of the school with some other classmates bout the IMC stuffs... they were like wanting us to take the IMC sub paper in 2 weeks times... we refused and were like negotiating with the school... sianz

13th June
today is friday the 13th... but i am still goin out... so meet up with Davina and Chris to watch "Sex and the City" at Great World City. The movie is fanastic, loved it!! The love, frenships, the dialogues and of course the fashion.... life is great to have such gal pals with you thru your life even when you are married or old... but how many could do tat... frenship get tough when one is married or attached... but in this show, there is... and some of the scences actually brought me to tears... i now is a funny show.. but i find some parts really touching and sweet... it is truly a gals movie to watch and must watch...

after which sat in Davina new car - Suzuki Swift... she was like damn nervous in drivin cause she is not familiar with the roads direction... she is ok in driving but not sure where to go...
she wanted to send me home but i said no and ask her to drive to her place at bedok res and i took a cab back, cause i am afraid that she will lost her way if she send me back...
she say next time she will practise her route... and will send me back....haaha

okok.. miss tan yen yen is coming back soon... hopefully i am able to go out with her... i must finish studyin my stuffs already... i got one more presentation and MCQ test...

** Shoppin for Labels or Shopping for Love **

I scribbled at ;; 2:08 AM