i woke up pretty early today to bake some cupcakes... pretty not bad for my 1st attempt... heez..
meetin davina and chris at tampines mall... i went down abit early cause haven buy davina birthday present yet... bought her a sworoski crystal for her new car... is a heart shape ornament... went to eat Phin steakhouse after tat... had a long chat with them... is been quite a while we last chat ever since she moved out from her henderson place.
i talked about my family and personal problems... there;s alot of things tat keep troubling me till there's alot of probs bottling up... after the talk... i feel so much better... some times i just need a pair of listening ears... chris is even suspected tat i am into depression mode cause of my current lifestyle.. i told them tat at home i need some peace and quiet but often i ended up in very serious stress mode... once i even took down quite a nos of panadol just to sleep... i know is wrong but i am keepin too many stuffs within me... i ofen also get chest pain.. i once told eunice if i am leavin one day... i will give her all my passwords and pins... haaha...
davina keep askin me to get myself out... get a life or new hobby... i just dun know how... i used to drink alot to escape from my probs... but it seem still like the same as yesterday... hopefully i will find my destinated path and happiness one day...
SOrry U Can'T DeFine Me,
SOrry I BrEaK The MoUld
SOrry ThAt I SpEak My MiNd,
SOrry DOn't Do WhAt I'm ToLd SOrry If I DOn'T FaKe iT,
SOrry I CoMe Too ReAL I WiLL NeVer HiDe WHat I ReAlly Feel