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2009-04-02T21:50:00.002+08:00

Jogging
Been jogging lately... feel damn great after some jog...
Last week jog around 3.7KM at Ponggol Park and I walked home after tat....
Crazy Me!!

Confession of a Shopaholic
went and watched the above movie with Dav and Cheryl.
Before that we went to MOF and had dinner... I love the baked Mochi...
It is so nice... that i have craving since then...
Overall the movie is nice, so funny!! But quite a nos of scene from the book are not found
in the movie but it is still great!!

JJ Lin Jun Jie Concert
Yvonne called me and jio me to JJ concert, went to his concert 3 years ago...
This time round his concert was so-so la... The interesting part is when he performed with his family on stage... and the rest were like ok only.
I think he talked too much

Bangkok Holiday
We were having meeting at HQ office, then Teri and Lydia were like saying they are going
to Bangkok this April for holiday, YanHua is also going as well, so I joined them.
Cause I dun really intend to celebrate my birthday from now onwards... so it is like a Big escape..
Eunice is not gonna be in Singapore... so also no point celebrating as well...
so just go with the flow and holiday...
I was hoping my next country to go are Hong Kong and Italy or Japan....

Family and Work
Once again my mum pissed me off... she dumped me the utility bills about $200 expect me to pay... I dun mind paying, but how about some contribution from my Bro... I think he is the one whose been wasting the electricity at home lor.... He will on his comp throughout the day even he went out to work.... and when i told my mum... she just like never take action... *angry*
She knew i was angry with her as for the last few days, i refused to eat at home...
so one morning she put around $100 on my table...I think is pretty crap@!!

Work has been fine... Just finished my appraisal and also my staffs... My appraisal marks are not so bad... so hoping for a good bonus this year....

And since you know you cannot see yourslef,

so well as by reflection,

I, your glass,will modestly discover to yourself,

that of yourself which you yet know not of.
~William Shakespeare ~

Coach Sling Bag

2009-03-10T23:33:00.001+08:00

This is the Bag... (",)

Bags... Bags... Bags

2009-03-10T23:19:00.004+08:00

i want a new bag....

called up Christina to meet up for dinner at Taka.. told her i am goin to buy a new bag...

the reaction came from her is "I thought you have tons of bags" ... OMG

I arrived at Orchard at around 6plus... i went hauntin around for one..

Went to Coach..Kate Spade...CK... DKNY...Long Champ amd Aigner

Finally saw one Aigner Sling bag that is pretty nice but the price is $210...

I called up Cheryl and she insist in evaluating before i purchase... so she came down also..

we all had our dinner.. then went to aigner to see the bag... they all felt that the price is too ex for such a design... so i did not buy.... :(

Saw a Coach Signature Sling Bag... very cute!! But the Singapore Price is $490 while US is $158.

So much difference.... Think Cheryl going to help me to ask her Air Stewardess friend to see can help me buy...

Laksa Steamboat

2009-03-09T01:17:00.002+08:00

Sat - 7th March

End work around 6pm... came home kinda angry cause was suppose to help my stupid bro to pay for the starhub cable bill but it was a reminder bill and there's no customer account nos...
So kept callin my mum while at the AXS machine.. but she din bring her HP...
In the end... i called my dad said i not payin and i comin back home...
Came home feelin damn grumpy...my bro and his GF brought my mum and aunt to the nearby furniture shop to see stuffs... i was alone in the house with my dad...
Then i brought out my ipod and blast some loud music in my livin room...
while playin Apologise by One Republic... my dad was tryin to sing to the song... it was damn funny... at least it lighten up my day...hahaha

was watchin all the funny taiwanese varieties show on youtube... some are damn funny...
i saw one which is pretty heartbreakin... shall not talk about it...

slept around 2 plus AM....

Sunday - 8th March
Woke up at around 10 plus... bathed and then went to meet Cheryl at Old Havelock to do our hair... did some moist hair treatment... Geraldine asked me wanna cut... i said "not now"

Guo Hua came and pick us up and we all went to Vivo City.
There was a Mac Hello Kitty Makeup launch... is pretty cool.. they made a male model wearin a big black Hello Kitty Head and he is topless... haha...

We went to Singtel shop to see some mobile phone... and i saw Someone damn familiar...
A St Gab Boy that i used to know last time durin Sec days... went to same church before... i called "kor" before... he's kinda busy with customers so did not get a chance to said hi...

we were all tired of walkin.. so went back to their home at tanglin halt and watch TV... was watchin the "turn left, turn right" movie by Takeshi and Gigi... pretty nice...

Then around 9pm.. we head for dinner... we saw this steamboat restaurant near vivo...
the soup is actually Laksa!! it is very nice... think we will call more ppl to join us next time..

after tat went back cheryl place for a while and came home around 12plus....

doin some readin on tomorrow course at PSB.. sianz...

** I wasted time, and now doth time waste me**
~William Shakespeare

shall blog

2009-03-07T19:56:00.002+08:00

okok... shall blog for a while... eunice sayin i veri long never blog le..*lazy*
is been a borin week for me... as usual every week is the same...

was watchin movies for the whole week... these are the movies i watched...
- He just not that into you
- The Curious Case of Benjamin Button
- The Wrestle
- Mall Cop
- Slumdog Millionaire
- Mamma Mia
- The Princess Dairies

what to do... nobody to watch movie with... so welcome to my "single" world...haha

tomoro goin to Geraldine's Hair saloon to do some hair treatment... havin Bad Hair Days....

Shall blog soon... *hope so*

Blue Black

2008-12-18T00:48:00.002+08:00

is been 2 weeks le.. and my leg still hurts.. now is turnin green le..
Mr Tiger came today and asked my colleague on my leg but i still afraid to follow him to
"Tui" my leg...

waited for my supplier till like 6 plus today and he again pai seh.. drove me home again...
sometimes i think tat those who do sales are so "gata"... he think i dun know he already has a GF but he still like called me like "baby" and "dear"... faint!
I known all these Audio Video supplier so well lor... i told him pls keep all these lovely comments to his GF instead... haaha...

been havin sleepless nitez.. dun know why.. just couldn;t get to sleep..
i want to sleep... and because of my fantastic leg... this comin fri Ken Yap Weddin dinner.. i think i gonna wear pants le... gonna wear the playboy pants i bought at Perth... keke

I haven buy Xmas Present for the rest yet... meanin my staffs and my supervisors... tomoro gonna do it...

Xmas is Comin... Loved it and ... Hate the feelin...

Andy Lau...

2008-12-15T20:47:00.002+08:00

woke up around 10plus... went to paya lebar to settle some personal stuffs...
after tat went suntec to find mama faizah for lunch. when i reached there, she called and said
she might have lost her wallet in the toilet.. so we went together and look for it
but in the end she suspect she might not even brought it out to work at all.. haaha

we went to Siam Kitchen for lunch and chatted quite abit from there. She is still the best and is able to think what am i thinkin of. She sense the unhappiness workin at FP and askin me if I wanna go back CF and work... but my answer is still a "NO"...

I collected Eunice Xmas Present... and just a moment, Yvonne reached Suntec le... we went to CF and walk.. So much changes and is really not the same as what i used to see.

Majority of the ppl have left CF so managed to see only Ah Seah, he asked me if I am goin to Casey Weddin Dinner on Tues nitez and I said he never invite me cause me and him were not on good terms due to last time tat stupid CF gal that spread rumors about me. He choose her as a friend then I will not be. It seem because of tat Slut that i also stopped talkin to him... So even if Casey invite me, i will not go also cause i know he is going to be at the weddin dinner. I rather not seein him at all... Pissed!

After tat, me and Yvonne and me went to Kallang and eat but it is super crowded so we settle for subway instead.

The seats that we were seated were super good... it is like super near to the stage.
The supplier were seated behind us... and they were all like super fun and high for the whole concert. Plus Andy is so Charming... jus imagine him singin all those love songs right in front of you.... I can jus faint in front of him... my heart beat is like super messy...

I saw a supplier distrubutor seated behind me and i kind of think he looked super familiar. i knew him through online website www.wayn.com . He last msg me askin me about taiwan, when i went taipei earlier this year, he was also there and askin me for some info...
I think is him but i am not so sure is it him... Hmmmmm

The concert ended around 11.30PM and Yvonne dragged me to go Zoukout with her. I was like I dressed in Jean lor... and ppl goin there are like in beachwear... so wrong of us... haaha

she went and look for her supplier (Dunhill Cig Supplier)... and chatted for a while there...
The place is super crowded lor... parkin problems.. lots of gay... and many flesh bods... haaha

Went home super tiring... time to rest and have a break....

jus a dinner

2008-12-12T12:03:00.002+08:00

today going to Orchid Country Club for upcoming CNY meeting...
So we all went together in a cab
lots of CNY decor and set-up

the presentation last for around 2 hours plus... i was damn super hungry
during the food sampling, we had abalone... haaha... my colleague really took alot and eat sia...

After the things, we were all given alot of free CNY goodies and my colleague was like
"die... so many things, how are we going to get out of here"

and there are no cabs around, then suddenly i saw Mr Tiger. He's there to tear down his set-up.

He offered to give us a life home..as we approached the car-park, he jus change a new car. Is a Nissan Latio.

During the journey, we all chatted quite abit. Then my colleague was like saying I should get my leg treated by a Sinseh cause i fell down badly last few days at my house there. After he heard it, he called his fren to see can help me. I was shocked and I declined cause i scared of pain. But anyway his fren also not free on tat day.

I think he like listening to oldies songs and some hokkien songs in his car. He asked me why i so irritated listenin to hokkien songs... i said "for the last 2 days, i been at cine KBOX listenin to my store aunties singing hokkien, abit overdose". But the only hokkien song i like is "Jia Hou" and he replied that is his fav also.. and he asked to help him get the song.. he wanted to ask me to bluetooth him but his mobile is down.

he was suppose to drop me at Hougang Point but he asked me where i stayed and i said nearby...
he insisted in drivin me home as my leg still hurts... towards my route home, he asked me wanna go for dinner together, so i went with him to serangoon north ave 1 and have our dinner.

During the dinner, we chatted quite abit. From his damaged mobile phone... Chip and Dale... grandparent.. his chinese lion dance club.. blar blar....

then as he need to rush to his chinese club at Geylang, he sent me home first then he went to settle his stuffs.

well... it was only a dinner...

irritated....

2008-12-06T01:28:00.002+08:00

dun know why... been feelin irritated over everythings...
some things which i shouldn't think jus keep poppin up my head...
plus i really hate stayin at home... but i also kinda hate goin out...

i dun know what i want... i jus felt a sense of frastruation... and irritation..
what have i achieved actually... i dun know...
a lot of question marks within myself...

i been lendin my ears and helpin frens solve probs in their life...
but very often i left out my probs.... i dun know how to solve my own problems...
a good listenin ears is wat i needed the most but very often is been turned a deaf ears...

i can't expect ppl to solve my issues... i guess to do it myself...
been listenin to tis song these few days... like these few words...

离开我以后我会习惯自卑
明天再偶遇我也不敢偷望你
离开我以后季节冷暖天气
我也置诸不理
愿名字也再不记起
离开我以后我会长留这地
晨早到午夜扑进漆黑想念你
离开我以后
醉了会看到你
梦中方可永久地接近你

Cheryl's Wedding

2008-11-17T20:57:00.003+08:00

13th Nov (Thurs)
Finished work around 3PM... went straight home to pack some stuffs and then went to Silkcut for some hairwork... my hair is pretty messy, therefore need some reform for Cheryl's Wedding
Did some colour treatment, Dav came and pick me up and went to her place at Bedok to pick up her bags... Saw her mum and Bro for the first time... heez...
Her Fren Melvin comin to drive us to Yishun cause Dav is not Driving... haaha
Melvin's drivin skills is pretty scary, quite impatient driver... I still think tat almost all my fren, i still like Jing Quan, Guo Rong and Guo Hua Driving Skills.. the rest is so scary... haaha

Met David at Yishun Coffee shop for dinner, been so long never go coffeeshop for dinner le... so many bengsters sia... haaha

Went back to Cheryl's place, prepared the gatecrash stuffs... cleaned her room... we slept around 3plus am... woke up at 4.30AM... *slept like onli one hour* Zombie...

14th Nov 08
the make-up was late sia... came at like 5AM... me and Dav were like busy doing make-up and dress up... the rest of the sisters slowly arrived as well. everything panic as well... cause of the make-up artist

Guo Hua called said he's comin out of the house soon le at around 5.20am... we were like even more nervous... i gave a small briefin to the "door boy" and off he goes downstair le...

The funny cameraman and the video guy also went down... the moment the bros receive the first task downstair, they were like screaming out loud... can hear them at 8th Floor lor...

The Bros all wear PINK... and us all WHITE... cute sia (",)

we made them Striped their leg hair... eat the Sour, Sweet, Bitter and HOT...
tie a small bunch of grapes at Guo Hua's waist line and make the guys use their mouth and eat the grapes... *funny* then later make them dance to Para Para Sakura...

Finally the Ang Pao given and they gotten the correct key and in they came... But before tat, Guo Hua have to give a love declaration to Cheryl in Teo Chew... haaha

I think the Bros were still cursin and swearin throughout... but they were pretty game....

Off we went to the Groom's Place then after tat to Esplande for photoshoot... the camerman keep disturbin me and one of the bro as a item and Dav and another one as item... haaha
*But i won't tell you who is the one*

We went to their new home followed to Cheryl's place again for tea ceremony... after tat go back to hotel for the preparation.

Once we reach the hotel, after i bathe, got a veri bad headache, think is lack of sleep. Chris went to help me buy some panadol, i took 2 down but in the end, i threw up... think overdose, i though i was like goin to be sick... in the end... they massage me and give me some mint... and i am ok...

Went down to the ballroom to test the music... blar blar...

Dinner starts around 9pm... and ends around 11pm...

After tat we had some drinks in the ballroom on our own and in the hotel room as well...
I made Guo Rong drank like 500ml of vodka in like less than 15 mins... i think he almost killed me... i also drank a bit la..
While we were drinkin, the groom is already drunk and fell asleep in the room le... haaha
Actually wanted to cont, but everybody were too tired... Guo Rong walked out of the room a bit Seh... opppss... Thomas is a better drinker... haaha

Me and Diane shared a cab home... De Cang helped us to on call a Cab cause it was in Rasa Sentosa... Thomas wanted to drive us home but i told him not to as they drank quite abit...

Congrat to Mr and Mrs Tan Koh Wah.. CHEERS...

weddings...

2008-11-10T02:18:00.002+08:00

So many "red bombs"... haix

3th Nov - Michael's Wedding
His wedding is at Grand Corpthone Waterfront... Gavin and Joy were already there when i arrived... cause i kena a taxi driver who so talkative and warned what kind to avoid when findin a life partner... Dun look for a guy who is a gambler,smoke,drinks,hot temper... blar blar...
i was thinkin why got such person anymore... maybe a monk la...haaha

Anyway michael wedding was nice... except the food.. pretty salty. BTW, this is the third time i went to the hotel for dinner le... His wife weddin' gown was super lovely...
After their second march in, they suprised everyone by goin on stage and dance like 10minutes to 80's and 90's pop music... super funny and cute... din know they dare to do such things...

14th Nov - Cheryl and TKW's Wedding
Both helpin them with their weddin. Managed to help them with the songs...
Also plannin the gate crashing... haaha.. quite evilz... i think his bros like Guo Rong and Sandy are like pretrified le... anyway will blog more after the wedding

22nd Nov - Melvin's Wedding
still not sure wanna go or not?? cause not veri close to him la... anyway tat day is my granny death anniversary... jus wanna leave it tat way...
is actually brandon who persterin me to go...

1st Dec - Fiona and Vincent Wedding
they are both my long times colleagues... i known them since 1998.... think will be a fun and joyious wedding... lots of carrefour and fairprice will be goin...
and Yes... i am their sister again...

7th Dec - Cousin Meiling's Wedding
this is announced pretty last minute... she;s my younger cousin.. younger than me by 2 years...
wat i heard from my mum is tat her husband mother's like dun really approve of the wedding...
complicated!! because of this wedding... my mum like start her rubbish again by sayin tat she will die without seeing me gettin married... tired of her rubbish...

Tat all for now... Some wedding are nice... Some i rather dun mentioned... Dun even wanna go..
Sianx

"I heard from a friend today And she said you were in town
Suddenly the memories came back to me in myMind
How can I be strong Ive asked myselfTime and time
Ive saidThat Ill never fall in love with you again
A wounded heart you gave My soul you took away
Good intentions you had manyI know you did
I come from a place that hurts
And God knows how Ive cried
And I never want to return
Never fall again..."

aussie...

2008-11-10T02:12:00.002+08:00

i was suppose to blog on my aussie trip when i back... but true to my name...
well... I seem to love the Perth lifestyle... very relaxin and relaxin.. how i wished i could strike lotteries and stayed there forever...

Loved the winery and the Koalas... is been my dream to visit winery... now my second dream is to visit Vatican City of Italy... haaha

i din wan to spend much in aust but in the end i came back with lots of stuffs again... one big bag belongs to eunice ....

okok... will wait for eunice to come back to Singapore... we shall go shoppin...

tiring sunday

2008-10-13T00:44:00.002+08:00

well.. is been a slow and tiring sunday... been cleanin up my mini bedroom...
really tons and tons of stuffs... goin' crazy... I wish for a bigger room...
how can one live in such a small room... my damn bro got the bigger room..
not fair at all.

been helpin with cheryl on her upcomin weddin... so recently called up chris and david..
so long never contact them le... had a long chat with chris.. still so funny and crappy...

chris also asked me got go "xiao qing ting" or not... i said wat the heck... is actually dragonfly...
haaha... i told him i dun know how long never go such place le... he like also dun believe me sia..

why nobody believe me that i actually stopped drinkin le... haaha

one week before australia

2008-10-10T00:42:00.002+08:00

one more week before i going to Perth... very happy... can't wait for my trip...

met up with cheryl and davina yesterday to help her with her wedding stuffs...
she really got tons of things that is not even done yet.. manage to help her with some
small little details things...

i told davina i saw mr tiger yesterday as well... he came down to the store to do some stuffs..
this time he wore white long sleeve shirt.. very different plus he had a new haircut... goes well with him... he was in my department walkin around and browsing.. then was like lookin for something.. he then asked me if we still sell the calendar board planner...
i called my colleague and check and manage to get for him, he said is for his upcoming CNY work planning...

then again i saw him today again... i was testin my home theatre system at my sales area then when i turn my back... i saw him standin right behind me... i jumped up... haaha
he was sayin dun wan to disturb me playin with system...

we chatted awhile bout some audio video stuffs... then he's back doin' his work...
hmmm... jus feel nice seeing him....

Lovely Wed

2008-09-25T13:19:00.003+08:00

Decided to meet up with Dav and Chris at Vivo City for Dinner to celebrate my graduation... we decided to have it at White Dog Cafe... Pretty Nice place, the food was not so bad as well...

we chatted a while in the cafe updating each other with new updates...
Davina was tellin us some of the jokes her mum had made over the years tryin to find her a BF.
Her mum went to Taka Jewellery Shop, Best Denki and Chicken Rice Store. Oh my Gosh... i laughed till i nearly flipped... the best part is her mum force her to bring one of her good friend out for her mum birthday, her mum was like threathening her like "is my birthday's wish" i want Melvin to celebrate with me... Dav was like looking for the nearest river and wanted to jump down... haaha... Desperate but super smart mum

Chris also shared with us about her new life with a new sister in-law... her younger bro jus gotten married...

Nothin much to update as well... life been still so the same for me...

Can't wait to go Perth in Oct...

My Graduation

2008-09-23T00:39:00.002+08:00

Last Wed was a bad day at work... had some disagreement with my managers... i came home pretty tired... but i still went and check my results ... I almost faint and screamed out loud when i saw the result... i finally passed the damned IMC....

tat mean i FINALLY GRADUATE...

went makan with the SMA folks on fri.. Gean very pregnant le... she;s giving birth like Oct 8..
we went to breweries and eat... ate quite alot... Clarke Quay was crowded tat day.. having some Singapore River Festival... we saw like some Sang Nila Utamah performance... haaha

Lots of events coming up...
Michael's Wedding on 3rd Nov
Cheryl and GuoHua Weddin on 14th Nov... i will be their sister
Fiona and Vincent's Weddin on 1st Dec... Sister again...

So many weddings...

Anyway i goin Perth on 20Oct... Confirm le... just bought the tix...

Today super busy at work... then suddendly saw Mr Tiger at my salesfloor... he keep walkin round and round my dept... saw him bought a water heater.. as i thought he left the store after his purchase... he came back again and walk around and buy "label printer machine"... we chatted for a while... he said he buy the water heater for his house cause just finish renovation for his house...then the label printer... he just buy for fun... wat sia...

he came down to the store and do some returns for some expired beer... my supervisor came over and asked me if my back still hurts?? he heard it and told me better go and get it treated before it gets worse... pretty nice of him...

i dun know wat's my feelin for him anymore.. guess i should treat everyone with such thinkin...
"带着一颗平常心..不必为谁心碎闭上眼睛..."
let's everythings go with the flow...

Perth... Here I come....haaha

Gettin Restless

2008-09-16T00:50:00.002+08:00

is been awhile since i last blogged... sort of tired of my current lifestyle...
i am still lookin for the kind of life i wants... the current job i am now workin is also not giving the kind of satisfaction i want... everything is so controlled... i want a more satisfying job that can prove myself but right now is not the case... very sad!!

Jus finished my IMC sub paper last week... hope that i can scrape thru.. can i wanna grad... tired of studyin at SMA... lousy school system... kinda missed going class with Gean, Joycelyn, Gavin and the rest... oh yes.. gonna have a gatherin with them this fri... Mike is invitating us to his wedding on 3rd Nov...there's so many wedding dinner... my goodness

Cheryl's wedding on 14th Nov... Fiona (not ah lian) on the 1st Dec...

I now planning going to visit eunice in Oct... cause wanna go there and relax plus miss her sia...
nobody in singapore to go shoppin and talk rubbish with me over here...

ok la... will update more often...cheero

Osaka

2008-07-28T00:00:00.002+08:00

is been awhile since i last blogged... well.. jus came back from Osaka Japan with thanks to my company.. haaha.. is kinda of my dream to go Japan since young..

we took a midnite flight on SQ to Kansai Airport... Upon reachin, it took us quite a well to clear the custom as nowaday everywhere after US911 terrorism attack, it was a full check... and the moment when i stepped out of the airport, it was damn HOT and humid... it was my least expected... we went to our tour bus... our guide is a Sinagporean named Don, he lived in Japan for the past 14 years... and his Japanese is damn solid... haaha... but his english kinda sucks...opps

We went to Rinku Town where all the premium stuffs selling at below market prices... went inside Adidas and bought a pair of sneaker and a jacket...then we went to Osaka Castle where i was BBQ alive.. it was HOT and HOT.... after tat i ran back to our coach for aircon... after which we went to ShinSaiBashi for some shoppin... i asked where all the fancl, he showed me the direction and off i went... In total I bought like over 30000 yen... which half of it belong to my dear eunice...haaha... Fancl Tense Up Collagen... for the sake of beauty, my guys colleagues help me with the hard labour of carrying it... i owned them like tons...i also bought myself a Burberry Blue Label Handbag...

finally checked in to the hotel, we brought back food from the stalls at Daimaru... like Sushi and snacks and eat at hotel room as 1st day food is not provided... the hotel room is small, even the toilet is compact size but it is cleaned... I love the toliet... it can wash and clean your ass... haaha

Next day went to more places like Kyota and Kobe for some stores visit... it is still hot.. we went to shops like the 100yen shop and UniQlo... UniQlo is damn nice... all the clothes are damn nice...

well.. i keep shoppin and shoppin... Japan... nIce!! After our Shabu Shabu Dinner at one of the nice restaurant on a 33rd floor of a building, we went to shoppin on our own, we went Yodabashi for shoppin, it is a 13 dept stores selling stuffs like electronics pdt and toys...and there is a UniQlo located there as well... i finally bought a Yutaka... it a like a Kimono... well Kimono is a 3 pcs dress.. Yutaka is one pcs... this info is from Don... haaha

the last day we went to Kiyomizu Temple.. loved the view and buy myself a love tailments for some love luck... haaha...after tat we went to a fish market but we din go there, we U-turn to some other shops sellin clothes.. our last stop we went back ShiSiaBashi again for shoppin... I simply loved tat place...

Saw a lot of nice lookin japanese, loved the way they dressed... esp when they dress in Yutaka, it is damn tradition lookin but gorgeous and lovely... all the guys are also pretty dashin... heez...

I left a 10yen coin there, cause it was said if you left something at Osaka, 6 years later you will go back there again... Osaka, i will be back 6 years later...

will i find my happiness one day...

2008-06-29T23:35:00.002+08:00

i woke up pretty early today to bake some cupcakes... pretty not bad for my 1st attempt... heez..

meetin davina and chris at tampines mall... i went down abit early cause haven buy davina birthday present yet... bought her a sworoski crystal for her new car... is a heart shape ornament... went to eat Phin steakhouse after tat... had a long chat with them... is been quite a while we last chat ever since she moved out from her henderson place.

i talked about my family and personal problems... there;s alot of things tat keep troubling me till there's alot of probs bottling up... after the talk... i feel so much better... some times i just need a pair of listening ears... chris is even suspected tat i am into depression mode cause of my current lifestyle.. i told them tat at home i need some peace and quiet but often i ended up in very serious stress mode... once i even took down quite a nos of panadol just to sleep... i know is wrong but i am keepin too many stuffs within me... i ofen also get chest pain.. i once told eunice if i am leavin one day... i will give her all my passwords and pins... haaha...

davina keep askin me to get myself out... get a life or new hobby... i just dun know how...
i used to drink alot to escape from my probs... but it seem still like the same as yesterday...
hopefully i will find my destinated path and happiness one day...

Found this nice song by Gary Chow, this song is not released yet..<左右无缘>
Link : http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=hEZ4Kf9BYOk&feature=related

今晚　怀疑又与你撞见可惜　
霓虹在刹那停电恐怕　明明重遇再见仍然持续断线
至死都不碰见倾侧　全城在探索伏线可惜
浮城未见你浮现
只怪　环游时代数遍环游无尽旅店
你总走得快半点交叉点差得太远　城内互相兜圈
提早半秒迟多半秒　迟早怎么计算
每次当我直去当你右转总不可相遇
彼此世界咫尺天涯同留下半生缘
与你相距就算不够六寸但命运很远
每个路段　相差几寸　还凭甚么抱怨
猜测　繁荣闹市你路过
火车　怀疑是与你同坐
不过　途人迎面盖过无从凝视你我　碰到的都错过
尖东　人潮在圣诞直播
推测　人潮内有你同贺
给我　全场人类见过原来还是错过　
眷恋还是错过　眷恋只不过错摸
差一点差得更远　原地又兜一圈同一店铺　同一市镇　
何解相差太远
每次当我直去当你右转总不可相遇
彼此世界咫尺天涯同留下半生缘
与你相距就算不够六寸但命运很远
每个路段　相差几寸　还凭甚么抱怨
如抬头看到你　同一天空背景

The reason i am supportin Germany...

2008-06-27T02:35:00.002+08:00

kinda feelin slack nowaday... keep sleepin and often tired... used to go out everyday durin my carrefour work days... now is like Home and Home... *turnin acient soon*

my manager gonna transfer to another branch soon, gonna miss tat funny old man... hmmm he's just like a father figure to me... whenever i am travelling in his cool mazda 3 car... he will like tell me pls get a life and get married... you are not young anymore... haix.. Haaha

finally get to meet eunice... went down to sake bar meet them... it was a weird feelin, cause is like ages since i went down to boat quay, as it used to be a daily affair for me... drinkin beer like forcing me to drink chinese herbal tea... like wat i said... my turnin point came when i was damn freak out drunk at club 97 last year... it really make me stop drinkin...

started to drink tea like rose bud tea... slimming tea... I wan to slim down...heez... *fatz

dun know wat's wrong with me... i dun feel like doing alot of things... just wanna get out of here and leave everything behind and start new life outside of Singapore... *jus a strange thoughts*
wanna go to country like europe to roam around and work... maybe... *must buy toto*

haven seen Mr Tiger for some time le... haix... kinda miss his presence.. eunice and sister keep sayin i do have some space for Mr D... but i dun think so... when i last saw him, i dun wanna have any contact with him... HE's OUT!!

*wanna go to the toys and comics fair this sat **

angry day...

2008-06-16T19:16:00.002+08:00

dun know wat's wrong with my staffs nowaday... keep makin mistakes... my blood vessels gonna burst...
school problems also makin me damn irritated...

Well... Mr Tiger came today to the store... din see him for very long already. We all went down for coffee at kopitam... but my staffs keep callin... sayin customer complaint... cannot solve la... so pissed off... i went and call here and there... within seconds... i solved all the issues...
Is not tat the problems can;t be solve... is they just like can;t be bothered. haix... sooner later i will faint of heart attack... think he is kind of busy... after the drinks.. he took some free gifts stocks and went to deliver to other stores...

time to do my IM presentation project plus study for IM MCQ test le... arghhh

I wan to grad faster....

sex and the city

2008-06-14T02:08:00.002+08:00

is been awhile since i last blogged.... hmmmm

7th June
Went to my ex colleague Eric's place for some old frens bbq gatherin.. and saw tat douglas...kinda expected but still hoping he will not turn up... As usual, he and his red wine... i guess he kinda knew tat i am still pissed with him, so he also dare not speak to me... just addin a few comments here and there during the group conversation...

8th June
Is Donna long awaited "off day" from Rob and her 3 kids... so she robbed me, gin and crystal to vivocity for some gals outing... we went to marche for lunch followed by some shopping and coffee session. she was forced to go for foot reflex session by gin and crystal... thruout the whole session, she kept whinning that it was ticklish.... she could not be out for long as she need to pick up her kids by 7pm from her aunt's place...so we went together with her to pick up her 3 adorable kids... very playful.. noisy but still lovely... the small one francis was kinda cheeky, loves to touch gals legs and breast.... donna was sayin she also dun know why... haaha...
francis was so cranky that he do not wan to go to sleep without his mummy and was cryin... donna jus dun give a damn and ask him to go back to sleep with his sisters...

After tat, went back home and complete IM presentation....

Euro 2008 has started... i was not into the bettin mood cause all the games seem tough... so i only bet on Romania vs france match... and i betted "0" goal... and i WON.... not much la... only $32 bucks.... but i am happy...

11th June
was in school for class presentation... this time round i am the onli gal in the group. kinda missed working with Joy, Gean, Gavin and Mike.. before class start, i went to see the director of the school with some other classmates bout the IMC stuffs... they were like wanting us to take the IMC sub paper in 2 weeks times... we refused and were like negotiating with the school... sianz

13th June
today is friday the 13th... but i am still goin out... so meet up with Davina and Chris to watch "Sex and the City" at Great World City. The movie is fanastic, loved it!! The love, frenships, the dialogues and of course the fashion.... life is great to have such gal pals with you thru your life even when you are married or old... but how many could do tat... frenship get tough when one is married or attached... but in this show, there is... and some of the scences actually brought me to tears... i now is a funny show.. but i find some parts really touching and sweet... it is truly a gals movie to watch and must watch...

after which sat in Davina new car - Suzuki Swift... she was like damn nervous in drivin cause she is not familiar with the roads direction... she is ok in driving but not sure where to go...
she wanted to send me home but i said no and ask her to drive to her place at bedok res and i took a cab back, cause i am afraid that she will lost her way if she send me back...
she say next time she will practise her route... and will send me back....haaha

okok.. miss tan yen yen is coming back soon... hopefully i am able to go out with her... i must finish studyin my stuffs already... i got one more presentation and MCQ test...

** Shoppin for Labels or Shopping for Love **

tired,,,,,,

2008-05-29T00:03:00.002+08:00

kind of gettin tired veri easily recently...
last time i used to go out everyday... seldom even at home... now most of the time after work,
i will head back home and eat dinner and sleep....
kinda bored... i need to get a new hobby to occupy myself after my study...sianz

i think i cannot extend my japan trip le... cause my exam is in aug... sianz.. so will be in osaka for 4 days... nevermind la.. next time then go again lor...

income tax...

2008-05-24T00:55:00.002+08:00

is been quite awhile since i last blogged... is been a horrible weeks for me...
exams result were out... i failed IMC with my other 70% of my classmates... situation is very bad now... cause the school need to answer all our questions and appeals... projects, presentation and exams marks... all no break down. dun know what is the sch doin.. and the best thing is the final paper exam questions... all never go thru before... today the dean of the university came down to the school and address all the students... i went down with Joy and the dean was like tellin wat to do and listening to all the students frustration... haix...
jus hope that the sch is doin something...

yesterday mike email all of us askin all of us to meet up next friday for dinner and drinks... he still dun know gean is pregnant... we are gonna to surprise him on tat day... haaha...

life been pretty bored for me... everyday at home watch tv.. managed to finish watchin "heart of greed"... veri nice and touchin HK drama series... *i cried like shit* boohoo

also watched american idol.. yes... David Cook won... he deserve to win... finally a rock idol...

i saw mr tiger at work today... he was bringin a guest lookin at his stocks and well so never get a chance to talk to him... hmmmm...but it was nice jus to see him...

something amazing happen today lor.. douglas actually message me... yes... eunice, pls dun "huh"
i think is jus a mass send message... he said there is a adidas expo sales this weekend, free go and check it out... haix... i did not reply him at all...

gotten my income tax today... damn.. need to pay $200 plus dollars* by june... super sianz already lor...

okok... will blog soon....

what happens in VEGAS

2008-05-11T00:33:00.002+08:00

oh.. is a saturday... was suppose to go for international marketing class today but was too lazy to attend... cause this is like my second attempt on this course... Peter message me sayin this new lecturer like "siao" on de.. so scary... this is gonna be bad... anyway will go for the class next week onwards... must be good...

in the end... head to davina place to help her pack her stuffs cause she is moving house le... in fact moving back to her mummy place.. the rental for her henderson place increase so she also sort of decided to move back.. we will not have a bulk place to do our movie stuffs and makan session le... gonna miss tat place... lots of memories in tat place... Chris is driving her family car tomorrow to help her shift... she got like more than 7 bags of stuffs... i was helpin her foldin her clothes.. and it is like tons and tons... scary!!

we went to Rajah Inn to have our mini steamboat dinner and went to watch "What Happens in Vegas"... it is very funny and sort of sweet as well... the endin is real cool... durin the movie, we heard somebody snoring... and it was pretty loud... we were like c'mon.. is such a nice and funny movie and imagine there's a idiot sleepin inside and pratically snoring... if i were the galfren, i will slap him and ask him to get out.... pretty rude for this whoever who snored...

went back to dav place again after tat.. adopt a eyore from davina... and took some food stuffs such as skippy peanut butter, red bean frozen pancakes...and some coffee mix....

went home around 11.45pm... tired... tomorrow workin late....

is him...

2008-05-08T19:20:00.002+08:00

is been one week since i went taipei... i guess i am still in holiday mood...
i saw him today again.. he was here in the store for a while to pass chua some contract...
i was at my desk helpin my dear colleagues doing some assisgnment... suddendly somebody knock the door, and he;s here.. :)

After tat, he went to the tea room and chatted with his promoters. I was still in the office cranking with the rest... we were watchin 'shaun the sheep' in my psp...he came to the door again and knock.. he jus smile and me at the door again. he came in and saw a bunch of us watchin the psp.. he asked "can i join"?.. he just keep smilling after watchin the cartoon...
haaha... witin a short while, he left... well is been nice seeing him today....

Taipei Trip

2008-05-06T01:33:00.005+08:00

Oh... How am i gonna start??

well here it goes...

30th April

Arrive at T3 waitin for davina and chris... they arrive 10 minute later..

Check in soon later and head for burger King for breakfast but it was lousy...

saw one of FairPrice ex Manager at one of the shop he workin in... had a small chat with Mr Neo

After boardin the plane.. me sat near the window... watched 27 dreses and abit of enchanted

the service was good cause we were served by SQ senior air steward... veri friendly

Reached TaoYuan Airport at around 5pm... took a cab down to Rainbow hotel.. Taxi driver was friendly... we were all happy when we reach ximending...

At Xi Men Ding... we ate Ah Zong Mian Xian, Chix Chop, Mini Sausage, Mua Chi, Taiwan Guava, Bubble Tea, Stewed CHix and Duck Wings and Donuts....

Did some shoppin as well... Bought two funny helmets, Chris went and played the toy grabbin machine and caught the mini rice cooker... it was cute... Dav went into a Convience store "family mart" and found a Doraemon mini cake... in a shape of Doraemon... cute sia

1st May
We woke up early.. had some donuts and head to "Wu Fen Pu"... where they are 500 over shops sellin clothing... shopped till our feets hurts...

went into family mart lookin for my doraemon... but found my Absolut Vodka (Disco Version)... i bought it immediatly... is fated... haaha

we went to Shilin later... bought some shoes and cont our makan adventures... ate food like BIG chix chop, Ice Shave (mango and choc), fried mushroom...and BBQ squid...

went back to our Hotel at XiMen Ding to deposit our shoppin and makan... davina spill the Bubble tea and she had to stand at the toilet bowl and drank it up at one shot... haha...

tat was so funny tat i laughed till i cried...

we went out and explore ximen ding at night... saw a couple of good lookin guy... that;s this chap promoting citi bank credit card... keep pesterin us... and we said we are not local and he said "

Miss, please help me with this la... i wan to go home early... (in chinese la).. tat was so witty.. i nearly wanted to reply him back... ok... i bring you home... haaha... he is kinda cute...

2nd May
Had a good night sleep... woke up around 9am...

today we are going to Jay Chou "MR J French Italian Restaurant"
it is located at a medical university... the theme is based on his movie"secret"... food is affordable and delicious.. service is excellent...plus the decor is wonderful... playin jay chou song thruout...

Bought some gifts from there as well...

Outside the restaurant, we can see the TaiPei 101 building at a clear view and took some pics there as well...

went to Taiwan "Gu Gong" museum... weather startin to turn Hot le.. but still it is not tat humid... the museum is big... learn alot of our past thru the interestin artifacts...

Question: How did Taiwan manage to get so many artifacts from China?

we head back to Ximen Ding and going to eat our Mah La Steamboat... it is HOT... but damn nice... the ice cream selection was hugh...not like singapore.. only got sweet corn and red bean...

Interstin Findin...

- Yang Cong Bin is actually Roti Prata

- Good Good Eat is "Hao Hao Chi"

- "Shan Wan Chi Dao Bao" is unlimited internet access

Plus we found the best employee at XMD.. he work at one of the ice shave shop and he jus pratically stand in the middle of XMD and shout non stop to promote his shop... should have recorded the vidz... damn funny!!

3rd May
Today is a HOT day... we went to tamshui and we bought each an ice cream to cool our days off...
ate some tamshui fishballs and ah ge... bought some tibits back home for frenz and family...
later took MTR to shilin night market again.. bought some food from there and cont our makan advantage...

back at XMD... davina bought ah zong mian xian again... in fact she bought twice... till the shop assistant remembered her... haaha

time to pack our bags le... very sad!!

4th May
time for us to checkout... really can;t bear to leave... we went for some breakfast, then head back to checkout at 12pm... we then went to nearby area and buy some last min stuffs...

out taxi came at around 3pm... we dragged our bags with a heavy heart and leave taipei city...

reach taoyuan airport and did some again some last minute food stuffs shoppin...

boarded SQ plane around 6pm... and head back to singapore le...

Bought 1 bottle of absolut mango and 1 bottle of barcadi upon arrival... the barcadi is for donna...

sianz... back to reality... back to work...

** i gonna miss taipei **

finally... holidays

2008-04-29T18:04:00.002+08:00

yippee yeah yeah... goin to taipei again... will not be updating cause i will be at taipei from wed to sun... so take care gals...

Cheero....

Oh... I saw again...

2008-04-28T18:19:00.003+08:00

finally exams is over... i was super stress over the last few days... and i am now 2 days away to my long awaited trip to Taipei... Yippee...

I reach the office at 9am in the morning, and Ah Chua was tellin me we are confirm going to Osaka Japan this coming July... Haaha... This is our annual company trip... woohoo...

During afternoon, went for lunch with Chua and the rest at Ah Mei Cafe.. Weather super HOT these few days.. no appetites! Just ate 1 pcs of Roti Prata... Sianz...

Went back to office after lunch, and Mr Tiger is there busy replenishin stocks... heez...
I was at my dept area when a customer bought alot of company dinner and dance gifts... all my staffs were busy serving customers and i was there helping the customer carry the stocks inside the trolley, suddendly i saw 12 carton of TIGER beer lying there... i called Ah Chua and ask his staff to come and help... But Mr TIGER came instead...
I asked why he come.. he said is ok... is his sales, so he should help... heez...
so we both carry lots of stuffs inside the trolley and he even help me pushed the cutsomer's purchase inside the lift and down to the taxi stand....

then inside the lift, we realised that the lift buttons in on the opposite side...we both stared at each other and laughed.... he then strentch his arms over and press down...

then along the way up.. we chatted abit.. he asked what is the time now and i say why? he said he has not taken his lunch yet....

when we reach back to the store, he asked me wanna go for lunch together, i said i had mine le... and he said go for drinks la... so we went down to the kopitiam and had drinks together with Ah Chua... then my bosses also came down and had coffee as well...

during the conversion, find out that he loves outdoor activities.... especially Fishing..and he serve as a officer during his army days and if i am not wrong, he is older than me by one year...

okie... tat's all for today...

** Miss Eunice Tan... where have you been? tried callin you since yesterday.... haix....

my birthday

2008-04-24T21:41:00.002+08:00

is been quite awhile since i last blog... this will be a quick one before i go back to my books...
yes... tomorrow is my birthday... but i am havin exams...
no celebration at all... sad me...
some frens had called me to go out and makan... but i have to say no cause EXAMs....
wat will be my wish?
no ideas......haaha... tomorrow then blog ba...
Happy Birthday to Me...

now u know why i am pissed...

2008-04-13T23:49:00.003+08:00

i remembered talkin to eunice over at msn bout the upcoming conflict with cheryl...
did not get the chance to tell her more... but me and dav were so pissed with the incidents... tat i was thinkin that the frenship is nothing le...
she behaved like everything is our fault... actually dun feel like bloogin bout it cause is very tiring to even talk about it...
let just say... Frenship is about mutual trust not by asking who's right or wrong....
haix.... anyway lookin forward to my Taipei trip in April 30th... heez
BTW... i cut my fringe damn short today... my hairstylist keep tellin me to go for a new change...
haaha.... lucky is only fringe... if not i wonder it take how long to grow back...

is thursday

2008-04-10T17:46:00.002+08:00

oh my goodness... saw him today again...
the moment i enter past the storage..i saw a pallet of APB beers...
i knew he's gonna be here today...heez
shortly after my morning briefing... he is outside replenishing stocks le
then suddendly he past me... stood and smile at me...haaha
he got tons and tons of Tiger beers to stock up...
then while he went back to the storage and re-pack his beers...
i was walkin out of the storage... he again smile at me again...
well.. i just giggled... haha
i can say his smile is like abit of shylish and suprised kind of smile...
**when can i see him again**

Chillin....

2008-04-05T02:32:00.003+08:00

davina jus came back from jarkata for work purposes... after she touched down, she asked wanna eat for dinner... so went down to henderson to meet her and chris for dinner...

after which we went down to St. James for some drinks to unwind... wanted to go inside movita but it seem kinda crowded so we went to their more quiet and nice corner to drink...

is called "alley tapas bar", service was good... drinks not that ex as well...

as usual dav ordered her cosmo, chris seabreeze and me... Beer! haaha

saw something interestin on their food menu... is Devilz Wings... so i asked their staffs is the devilz wing same as last time devilz bar? she could not seem to know as well and answered "dun think so"... i will ordered tat next time if I goin there again... missed Devilz Wings...

happy catz

2008-04-04T00:54:00.003+08:00

is another thurs... been very excited on every thurs... cause i can see him
he is MR Tiger Beer .. oh btw his name is Hui Guang a.k.a Ah Guang...
i think he always come to my store on every thurs to check his stocks updates...
i was eatin my breakfast in the tea room today with my colleague then he came in and ask
if ah chua is workin today... i was taken back when i saw him and i jus said that ah chua is inside
the office...
did not managed to talk to him or in fact i dun know how to start talkin to him...
kinda weird feelin... anyway he was on his mobile phone most of the time... as usual supplier always very busy on the phone de... tryin to settle things here and there...
but the feelin of seeing him is good already... *happy*
i think he is those kind of person tat can make me smile.... well we shall see next thurs ba...
i know he's comin to setup Guinness promo for the "nine ball tour".... *heez*

Backache

2008-04-02T00:17:00.002+08:00

phew.. managed to finish my International Mgmt and Integrated Marketing Communication project... still left with one more IM Group... *stress*
dun know wat happened during monday class... think i hurt my back suddendly...now my back is hurtin badly... my mum rubbed some hot ointment on my back... is like burnin now...
went to see doc as well... he said i pulled some of my back muscle... damn!
today received a sms from one of my salesman from AMK... that monday got a chalet for his ROM celebration... dun think i am goin cause i know douglas will def be there...cause he's a good fren of tat guy... anyway i got class on monday as well.. so I am NOT going...
ok... gonna slp soon... cause my back is still hurtin... ouch!

Maurice's Letter

2008-03-25T01:27:00.003+08:00

went to sch around 7pm... Joyce gave back our assisgnment and ask me to re-do some points... damn sianz... she said i should summarise my points and dun wan so much details breakin down.... wah lau! whatever la... she;s the lecturer... no choice lor... re-do and touch up...
so i left the sch around 7 plus... came home and did some... 2moro cont... too tired...
- One more IM Group to go
- One More IMC Group to go
- Plus this IM Re-do...

Came home and saw Maurice's Letter...This is wat he wrote in summarise version :

askin how all of us...and our CNY and studies
Do we still go clubbin and is eunuce in Aust?
He's still workin at Digital Media House and planning to take his A Level
he tried to apply for his A Level last year but was turned down due to his sentence as he's still got another 3 years to go and tat's too long considering the A Level
Send Regards to Baby... Eunice and everyone and tell ShiMin he miss her
he coverted his religion to christianity

i had just replied him a letter... 2moro will then send out...

Soccer Night

2008-03-25T01:16:00.002+08:00

after the sat morning paper, went out later to meet davina and chris to buy cheryl's birthday present at orchard... we bought a limited edition YSL lips gloss locket chain... quite unique and cool...
TKW came to Taka and fetch us to meet his wife later... We were suppose to eat at Mirama hotel but as Cheryl is still stuck inside her class... so we waited for quite long and decided to cancel the reservation and headed to Tanjong Katong for our Fav "Tian Fu" Steamboat... is a very nice steamboat restaurant... one of the best... except i got over loaded with meat balls... NO meat balls for me for the rest of the week...
after which we went to Party world to continue celebrate... TKW ordered 3 jugs of beer... and in the end onli me and cheryl ended drinkin all... cause her husband is driving... Davina dun like Beer and Christina also dun like Beer... I tell you i had the horrible time drinkin that 3 jugs cause the damn beer was flat... yucks!
the next day i woke up damn early and still go to work and work half day... went home caught a short afternoon nap and went back to Dav house and meet her and Chris for dinner... the Steak i ate was the horrible western food i ate... later we took a train to TKW and Cheryl's House to watch Soccer... Sandy(he's a guy)... plus his fren and their neighbours also came over and watch... Happy that Man Utd WON Liverpool again... but the Chealsea match is nicer... more fast paced... Sandy drove me home after tat... reach home after 2am... sleep... today ended up super tired...

Good Friday

2008-03-21T20:47:00.002+08:00

had a mini gathering at boat quay for louis farewell... it was a nice evening with all the good old frens around... lots of updating of latest in life and laughter as well... xiao pang is now studying also... i did not drink tat much also so the rest were like "eh... not you le" they were tellin this guy called keith sayin i was like a da jie at devilz, drink all sort of rubbish, makin ppl drunk and seem that everyone at devilz knows me like tat... i can say they overrated me... haaha

been so long never been to boat quay, i always remembered last time everyday after work also go down and report and find eunice and sista... now is like "antique". xiao pang was like lookin at boat quay and said " here change so much till i can't recongise" haaha... they onli remember one pub which is "auto sport"... wahhhaaaa

i saw a guy who look alot like douglas, except he is a smaller built version of him... wanted to take a pic and show eunice de but too many ppl there la.. wait they say i like him or stalker or sort...

went home around 1plus in the morning... then head back to my book and study...

Slept till 12pm today, took a bath and went to church for Good Friday Mass... today mass dun have station of the cross so it was pretty short.

came home around 4 plus and once back to my ER book and study... hated this paper cause no focus area... tat natalie warden is terrible... haix...

okie... time to study le....

2moro goin out to celebrate cheryl birthday... will post some pic ba with my new camera...

Gals Nite Out...

2008-03-17T01:06:00.000+08:00

Is been a long long time that we been out together clubbing.... jus me, cheryl and davina, chris at dbl O. It is also a mini farwell party for our friend Louis... well he will be going to Vietnam for company expansion.

As we were entering dbl O... i was like damn why am i payin for entrance fees... Dav was like "Oh Yeah... i forgot that u dun pay for such things in the PAST" haaha

Anyway... lots of funny guys comin to us askin for numbers and such... i find it so loathsome...

I also met my sec sch fren Michelle there as well... she was like tellin me the sec sch pics posted on facebook was classic... haaha... at least she's not complaining... *lucky*

Anyway gonna be a veri busy week for me ahead... more and more sch assisgnement coming up... datelines and more datelines... Company stocktake as well... plus another farewell party for Louis with Suppliers this time round... *tat was why i mentioned mini farewell earlier*

Plus Good Friday is this week as well.. time to go church....

New Guy?

2008-03-14T01:42:00.000+08:00

First of all... A BIG THank YOu to Eunice for Transforming my Blog... "Love Ya"

had a long chat with eunice over msn yesterday night...she was tellin me she saw a cute guy at her uni.. woah..haaha... not bad for a start at aussie...

It seem like same stuff also happen to me...."WAIT" before all your jaws dropped after readin tis... all i can say it just happened... nothin much... lettin things go one step at a time... haaha

yesterday while i was at my office.. around 5.30pm... lookin at my watch, i was like damned gonna be late for sch... then i shouted across the room to my colleague to ask him to wait for me to send me to the nearest MRT station... he was naggin non stop and askin me "where's the station" and blar blar... then HE appeared... heehee

he said "if you dun mind my old car, i can drive you... by the way where's your sch?"
I was like "eh.. u send me to MRT station will do... no need to sch..." he said is ok... he will drive me to sch... wahhhhaaaaaaaa

actually HE came down to my store to buy some wine for his uncle assosciation dinner party... BTW his uncle is with HIM... he asked to me to go dinner with him first before driving me to sch...

I did not eat... only had my usual ice lemon tea... cause i had a late lunch... after which we went to his CAR... he quickly cleared his messy car and unwind the window cause he said he just smoked and the car was pretty smelly.. he was afraid i mind...

Inside the car... he was talkin to his uncle all the while and suddendly he changed his car CD.... well kinda nice song... "when will i see you again"....

before u guys say anything... let me jus say... is just a nice start only... and i dun know if he is single or not... but wat i can say that HE is not BAD....

i was chit chattin with davina... and she screamed and arghhhhh all the way... she's even more happy than me!! wat sia///

"just let thing take one step at a time.."

eunice... how bout ya... haaha....

is been a while....

2007-10-10T23:09:00.000+08:00

is been quite a while i blog here... kinda lazy to blog actually... i can seriously say my life like making a big change...
back then...
- drink non-stop
- cheong non-stop
- sometime smoke
- everyday come home after cinderella hour
- never take relationship seriously

Now...
- come home for dinner on time
- never come home late
- forgotten how alcohol taste like
- becoming like super laid back
- unless urgent then get out of the house
- been eatin more vegetable and drinkin more H2O(1.5L at least)

haiya... wat is happening to me... i wanna scream.. but been screamin internally...
help!! somebody help my poor soul!!!

dun know why the depression thingy is comin back... i know once is coming back... i will lose control again...

old memories trigger back...

2007-06-29T00:51:00.000+08:00

was bout to go to sleep.. when i saw my ex colleague msn sayin that his grandma recently passed on... had a small chat on msn and dun know why suddenly tears start flowin down non stop... the toughts on my grandma came back.. my ex colleague zhi jian then tellin me he truly understand how i felt last year when my ah ma left me..
actually part of my decision of me leavin carrefour is also due to how the company treated me when my ah ma passed away... well.. the handicapped manager had his retribution as well for mistreatin my ah death tat time(he ended up in hospital for 3 mths).. askin me to come back to do stock take ... my ah ma will not allow anyone to bully me...

i was tellin zhi jian to take gd care as this will take up lots of energy... i been thru before and i truly understand... Dun know why still miss my grandma very much... really wantin to hear her voice again...

went thru some old pics in my comp... colleagues...ex colleagues.. frens... haiz... all are passin phrase... learnin to relax more.. spend more time with my family...
ever since i started workin near home... been eatin dinner with my parent and my aunt every evenin... nice!!

next few weeks onwards will get busy veri soon as the re-renovated store will open soon... so far so gd...

" no regret... "

the room is in a mess...

2007-06-26T00:48:00.000+08:00

wat the heck? the room is in a big mess.. with bags..bags..and more bags all over the room... everyday been changing my bag... still cannot find my dream bag.. sometimes need to carry big files to work or to sch... sometimes got to relax place... hate repacking everyday.. how i wish i got power like doraemon.. dun need to change everyday...

wanting to learn to ride bicycle... but mum been naggin said she dun like... my mum actually ban me and my bro from riding bike since young.. she was afraid that we will get knock down on the road one day.. wat sia... though my new workin place is veri near my place... but gettin tired of walkin there everyday... so was thinkin of gettin a bike and ride there.. but strong OBJECTION from my dear mum...

my room been loaded with loads of stuffs... how i wish my room is bigger... arghhh!!!

Test comin on friday... back to study...

been around the world at the comfort of my room...

2007-06-10T18:41:00.000+08:00

well... is been a long one week break from me after i left carrefour... i told most of my frenz tat i left already.. remembered tat donna told me to think carefully and to get a job before leavin but i just heck care... but with the blessin of dun know where... i gotten a job when i was serving my notice... when i told u gals tat i would be going "Fairprice"... guess donna is most excited cause she will be most happy and gettin lots of staff discount with the benefits of me... keke...

during this week...was relaxing... relaxing and relaxing... been watchin all day long on Channel 16 Travel and Living Channel... From No reservation... Globe Trekker, Trading Space, Miami Ink, Lonely Planet 5 degrees and lots... i have half of the world within one week... tat one way to see the world without stepping out... excuses... LAME!!!

did went out with my frens to watch movies such as Pirates of the Caribbean, Shrek... wanna watch Fantastic Four and Transformer also.. Plus my long awaited Harry Potter...

had coffee with dav and chris tat day... was planning where we wanna go next year as annual year is not enough for us to go travel as we just started on our new job... was planning to go europe with Chris... keke... as for Dav, she wanted to go Taiwan... this time we will go longer and more places such as KaoShiong, Tainan and the rest... wanna go for steambath... I am still dreamin...

Meanwhile saw donna blog today, she's in US now... think is New York... she was sayin the weather is freaky cold there, better take care of herself and her kids...

was surfin the nets and chance upon a Johnny Depp interview sayin he bought an island in Bahamas Islands... my gosh... Caribbean... wonderful... Do ya know that Disney have an Island there as well.. is called "Castaway Cay"... is actually a Callin Port for Disney Cruise... the latest attraction there is "The Flying Dutchman" the ghost ship from POTC... imagine tat... If I gonna strike any toto or big 4D Prizes... I will bring my family and frens to the disney cruise... so cool... is actully departin from Disney World Forida... way cool!!!

OKOK... gotta stop here... tomorrow is my first day at work... will keep all of ya posted of my job soon... as for Crystal House warming stuffs.. will wait for Ms Lau or Mrs Vogel to come back and discuss as wat Gin said what party is without her and her family... keke...

Cheero...

Iron Rice Bowl...

2007-05-27T01:13:00.001+08:00

was on my way to amara hotel for my prior appointment medical checkup... while in a cab.. called donna and chat... i told her i will be workin for fairprice soon.. she laughed... and said another workin for govt... gin.. crystal.. michelle and amy.. and talkin bout amy.. she like disppear already... aniway as usual our dear mummy was demanding for a free treat for my new job... i was "wah"...aniway she is going to the U.S soon.. i told her i wan gummi bears... i was tryin my luck only... dun think she will bring back anything... since sec sch haix... haaha...
waited at the clinic for damn long... fell asleep while waitin for my turn...
well will keep all of ya updated bout my job soon...

after which went to work...met cheryl after tat...went vivo to watch "pirates of the caribbean" damn nice... even though it was like 3 hrs... but it was cool... mine oh mine johnny depp... he look damn cool... just simply love him and all his movie...

I love Johnny Depp... Captain Jack Sparrow!!

bout me??

2007-05-24T03:34:00.001+08:00

Name :	Catherine Yeo
Nick Name :	Catz
Birthdate :	25th April 1981
Birthplace :	Singapore
Current Location :	Singapore
Eye Color :	Brown
Hair Color :	Copper Blonde
Height :	156cm
Weight :	varies...
Piercings :	two...
Tatoos :	Nope... goin to
Boyfriend/Girlfriend :	Nope
Vehicle :	Nope
Overused Phrase :	wat sia...
FAVORITES
Food :	Chinese
Pub/Disc/Restaurant :	St James, Liang Seah Street
Candy :	Gummi Bears
Number :	11
Color :	Black
Animal :	Dolphin
Drink :	Tea
Body Part on Opposite sex :	Butts.. keke
Perfume :	Hugo Boss
TV Show :	CSI
Music Album :	many many....
Movie :	happy birthday... harry potter
Actor/Actress :	Jhonny Depp
This or That
Pepsi or Coke :	Coke
McDonalds or BurgerKing :	McDonals
Chocolate or Vanilla	Choc
Hot Chocolate or Coffee :	HOt Choc
Kiss or Hug :	Hug
Dog or Cat :	Cat
Rap or Punk :	Punk
Summer or Winter :	Winter
Scary Movies or Funny Movies :	funny movie... haaha
Love or Money :	LOVE
YOUR...
Bedtime :	after 2am
Most Missed Memory :	my days with granny
Best phyiscal feature :	Smile
First Thought Waking Up :	wanna sleep still
Ambition :	to be somebody
Best Friends :	lots... too many le
Weakness :	coward in relationship
Fears :	scary movie
Longest relationship :	nothin lastz
HAVE YOU...
Cheated Your Partner :	yes... keke
Ever been beaten up :	nope
Ever beaten someone up :	yes
Ever Shoplifted :	nope
Ever Skinny Dipped :	nope
Ever Kissed Opposite sex :	eh... shhhh
Been Dumped Lately :	Dumped? haaha
IN A GUY/GIRL
Favorite Eye Color :	Brown.. i love asian
Favorite Hair Color :	brown
Short or Long :	short
Height :	more than 170cm
Style :	cool.. stylish
Looks or Personality :	x factors... dreamy...fun loving
Hot or Cute	cute
Muscular or Really Skinny :	muscular
RANDOMS
What country do you want to Visit :	Italy
How do you want to Die :	in my sleep... painless
Been to the Mall Lately :	yes... i hate this qn
Get along with your Parents :	yes...
Health Freak :	ok la
Do you think your Attractive :	nope
Believe in Yourself :	yes
Want to go to College :	been...
Do you Smoke :	sometimes
Do you Drink :	yes... guilty
Shower Daily :	of course
Been in Love :	yes...
Do you Sing :	yes... love it
Want to get Married :	yap
Do you want Children :	maybe...
Age you wanna lose your Virginity :	till i married... i am a catholic
Hate anyone :	yes... but not forever...
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2007-05-21T02:36:00.000+08:00

Take this test and see how well you really know me... keke.. pretty tough eh!!! Good Luck!

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Bao Bei...

2007-05-10T20:11:00.001+08:00

Life is Unpredictable....

2007-05-08T03:54:00.000+08:00

Life is unpredictable...
was having dinner at boat quay with cheryl and davina... then cheryl answered a call and start cryin... we were all stunned.. then she told us tat Vincent Tay aka Ah Seng involved in a terrible accident at Kampong Bahru.. we quicky paid our bills.. rushed down to SGH... her hubby went and fetch Vincent daughter..
I saw Ah Ken.. he sound shaky.. he said is either hit him or eric or Vincent... they just step out of the pub after drinkin and within spilt second... the taxi came over at the entrance of the pub... they dashed and was shoutin for Vincent... next moment.. they onli saw his shoes... he is pinned under the taxi... they were shaking and in shock.. quickly called for help... all passerby around the area all came over and help.. they were all carryin the taxi up so tat Vincent can be released.. the whole pub entrance is dashed and broken... can't imagine the impact... Ah Ken wanted to go and hit the driver but was pulled back by passerby... he is angry!! we waited at SGH in panic... her daughter arrive in relax mode... damn her!! if i know her.. i would given her a tight slap... Ah Ken and Eric still in shock... same for TKW who also went to the scene..we were there accompany the guys until 3am before we went and buy them some food for them... Ah Ken and Eric were still giving statement when we left...

All I wanted to say is life is unpredicatble.. just hope tat Vincent is ok... hope her daughter will be more sensible.. they were just steppin out of a pub... the next moment.. the cab went over the pavement and knock them Vincent down... Drive carefully... fast does not mean cool...

Taipei

2007-05-08T03:49:00.000+08:00

** Taipei **
Day 1
Arrive at Changi Airport at 5plus am... coz my mum insist i get out of the house now she is goin to work.. plus the taxi driver who is driving me to changi is crazy... drive so damn fast!! driving like 140km/h... aghhhh "Changi Drift".. met sista, royce and Chloe. Had some burger king for breakfast... then accompany sista to the changi smoking area... is a sunflower garden... oh gosh!! Plane take off at 8am...
Arrive at Taipei International Airport "TaoYuan at 12.30pm...took a limo cab to our hotel...Fortuna Hotel.. Room was big.. nice!! took a short break... change some cloth and took the train to ximen ding... veri big place.. full of shops selling youngster stuffs... decided to check out the prices before buying... went to ShiLin market after tat... crowded!! But again clothes...food everywhere... bought some taiwan snacks and food to the hotel room and eat... haaha... tired day from morning... SLeep!!!
Day 2
wake up early... went to Taipei 101 building to see... is the tallest building in the world... amazing.. could not get a shot as it was too tall... wanted to get up there and see de.. but was too ex.. not worth.. went to nearby "new york new york" for mac breakfast... they dun serve chilli sauce there... sianz...haaha... the ice milk tea is good...
went to "wu fen pu" to shop... the cab driver told us there is around 1000 shops there... wah!!! everywhere is shops and shops of clothes... goin bonkers... something about taipei is there is not a single sight of dustbin when u wanna find one.. haaha... did some shoppin at "wu fen pu" ... dun feel tired... we ladies dun feel tired when come to shopping.. dun know why... after tat went back to hotel to put down the bag and rest before heading to ximen ding to shop for shoes... then to shilin night market to eat... the food there is fantastic...so many stall dun know where to choose... in the end choose the one with "Show Luo" pic one to eat... haaha...the choc shave ice is nice!!! Saw a group of japanese guys wearing "I Love T.W" shirts walkin around.. there are the most gd lookin guys we saw so far... keke around later at night ... decided to visit the local club.. is called "LAVA"... music was ok.. but the party there like dun know how to party... their dancing sucks... is diff from here... went back around 3 plus.. went to a cab driven by a young chap... cool... SLEEP>>>
Day 3
slept till quite late... Chloe fren came and bring us out... She is Vivian... very sweet gal... went to CF Taipei and shop for food... instant mee...spend kinda much as well... haaha... after which went to Dan Shui...it was raining... we went out with our raincoat... haaha...bought some "Tei Dan and Yu Su" after tat send Vivian to the nearby train station and we went for "Mah La Steamboat" ... it was nice... the drinks is on the house as well.. haaha... decided to check out the KTV there... went to Party world there... BIG sia.. plus a private toilet and Singing rating
Day 4
last day at Taipei le... woke up... packed... and check out... went to Ximen Ding and Jalan again... ate the "Ah Zong Mian Xian"...damn nice!! head back to hotel... wait for our cab driver and head to TaoYuan airport... haaha... watched "happy birthday" movie by louis koo and rene liu ... nice!! bought a pear voldka... Home sweet Home...
Overall the trip is nice..a bit of disagreement here and there... but is was alright... should learn to be more tolerent... less grumpy... remember is a free and easy trip... not a tour group...
I LOVE TAIPEI... next time go with gals onli...

Sleepless Night

2007-04-19T16:51:00.000+08:00

Been tyrin to get to sleep last night... but the damn evil cough is killin me... i nearly cough my lung out... i can;t get to sleep till 6am.. but luckily the room aircon seem to turn ok last night.. with the cooling effect.. I did managed to get some sleep.. managed to finish my resume.. going to send out one today... see how it goes... i dun know why the cough onli start to occur in the night... realy pissing me off.. i was online with Gavin.. i ask him what should i put for reason for leavin the organisation... we laughed at the issue... maybe "Pissed"... haaha!!

exam comin!!! my leave comin... taipei trip comin.. woah... maybe a new job comin...yeah!!

if gonna get this new job.. finally can spend some quality time with my family and my frens le... more potluck... more gathering.. more mahjong session..

Sick Cat

2007-04-19T00:20:00.000+08:00

oh no.. I am sick.. fever and cough.. cough!! my mum just make me a cup of "ling yang"... never see her for many days le... been workin hell shift.. mornin then night then mornin.. i went home she sleep le... i wake up.. she left work le.. hiaz

been stress bout the upcomin exams.. but sick sia... dun even wan to see doc cause scared of the drowsy medicine.. exam is comin.. can't afford to sleep!!

the news of my resignation spread like wild fire in the company... even the whole NTUC Xtra knew about it.. oh gosh!!! sms keep comin in ... some ask why... some send their congrat... haaha!! seen my store director on tues mornin.. inside the office for one whole hour... askin me why and why... tryin to make me stay... i told him after my leave i will tell him.. haiz!! goin to send resume le.. wish me luck sia... okie.. sick catz gonna take a rest le... and EXAMZ!!!

the toughest decision...

2007-04-15T01:10:00.000+08:00

i dun know how to start this blog... is been a decision that i made.. i decided to tender already. YES!! Tender from Carrefour! i think lots of my frens would be glad to hear that as they keep tellin me that my job sucks.. workin hour like wat sia...

it is not easy for me to make that decision... is a tough one.. took me lots of courage and booze to make this decision.. i know i somehow to make this step... maybe i will regret... but i know i cannot be forever be thinkin of what happens to my staffs .. promoters.. suppliers... when i left.. but i gotta be selfish to myself le..

the office is gettin more and more political le... is sort of driving me crazy... dun wanna be inside at all... let them be whatever they wan... i just wanna lead my own life... i onli hope of my frens to be supportive of my decision... I need it badly during these period...

I cried when on my way back home... can;t imagine i cried in the train... i was tryin to control my tears while at work... but u know "10 years" in the company.. is not an easy task.. to let go just like tat.. argghhhh .. too emo le.. i will missed all the fun and laughter..

drunk...

2007-04-12T01:27:00.000+08:00

drank too much last nitez... drunk! my fren called my home... my bro came and save me!! why drink so much? the reason is him lor... he should not have appear at the party... i see him i go depressed...

ask myself do i miss him.. or feelin for him.. i guess the answer is "yes"... but will there be another chance.. i dun know... askin myself... "if onli"

too many misunderstanding... dun know how to clear it... who can help? i dun know...

back to drinkin' days....

2007-03-11T14:47:00.000+08:00

wat the heck am i thinkin... i am back to drinkin days.. dun know why also?? been feelin kinda empty recently..
last week went mosque street with sista and ta ge and drink.. then later go St James Powerhouse.. then is like repenting non stop.. mosque street again.. then St James Dragonfly with Ken and the rest of GJH ppl.. drank like nobody biz... I am back to the old good days of drinkin... oh gosh!!

Then this week, went to dbl to celebrate Ansel's birthday.. then next day went mosque street then obar.. kinda sick after tat but ok la.. still ok! haaha..

Been thinkin myself, why so stress up.. be happy.. enjoy and drink... and cheers!! dun really care what and who is sayin what... as long as i am happy...

Project Superstar...haha

2007-02-10T23:00:00.000+08:00

met up with cheryl after work on fri night... went to ABC market for our fav... claypot rice... decided to go and sing "K" after tat... Guo Hua decided not to drive cause he wants to experience travelling on SBS bus... haaha.. he said tired of driving... we took bus 147 from their place to chinatown partyworld... dav reached shortly as well..
crazy night at KTV room.. sang lots of nice catchy songs... few slow songs onli...
as usual guohua sang aaron kwok... me sang jolin and stef sun songs... dav sang her Li Yi Jun songs... Cheryl sang her coco lee songs..
Guohua surprise us singing Li Sheng Jie and Ronald song song... damn good... my onli proud song is Liang Jing Ru "Wu Tiao Jian Wei Ni"... is the only song i put my heart and mind in doin so... haaha... cheryl suggested we all go take project superstarIII... wat sia!!
the highlight is when cheryl and guohua sang "liang shan bo and julie" duet... damn funny.. laugh till tears dwelled up... sang lots of oldie as well...

now throat kinda dry le... long time never sing le...

I dun like Feb

2007-02-07T00:10:00.000+08:00

once again, feb is here again... make me think of him and the past again.. damn sianz... just thinkin and wonderin if i had accepted him two years ago... what is me today? haix... i guess is over le and i said in my previuos blog... hated the fact that i have to see him everyday... why???

thinkin back... he is really nice after all.. will there be a second chance? nah!!

wat actually happened 2 years ago? hmmm... confused ba! received an email recently sayin bout one star sign and it is so damn true.... how i wished he could have read it before... ok... pls erase everythings away...

today work was fun until tat dumb manager step in... totally spoilt my day... haix!! was walkin back to my office after checkin the salesfloor... wanted to say excuse me to the guy in front of me on the travelator... then i took a second look... is Project superstar Champ "Darren" with YES 933 DJ Desmond Koh... wat sia... Darren not tat good lookin la... wear wat sun glasses??? celebrity la... no choice la!! wanted to go up to him and say " I support DIYA"... haaha... better not... in case i got push down later by him on the travelator...

school today... was a heated session by some classmates with the Dim of marketing from the uni.. wat sia... all i can say is some of our classmates are really too pampered... over the late arrival of the text... complaint so much... do ya really read even when it come early? oh gosh!!

went into some project discussion till 10 plus.. headed home with Gean later as usual... super tired!!

i need some booze!!!

Pissed!!!

2007-02-01T00:38:00.000+08:00

the whole office is pissing me off... hated the stupid manager... hate guys who talks too much.. maybe they should learn when to keep their mouth shut...

Went for Hair treatment last sat at Kim Robinson... Celest did a great job.. the salon is cool.. Brought Cheryl along... she did re-bondin... Celest ask me to do also, but i said i have no patience in sitting there for so long... she laughed...
After tat, went to Great World Prima Deli to buy Guo Hua Birthday Cake with Cheryl... met Davina there as well... after tat went to Holland V German Pub (forgot the name) for celebration. Ate PORK Knuckle...haaha... super nice!! then diff version of sausages.. plus Erdinger... woah!!! watched Singapore vs Malaysia... wat a nice evening... drinkin... watchin soccer... eatin.. laughin... and the waiter at the pub look like Ah Du... wat sia... i nearly fainted!!

Went to Balaclava on Monday evening with my colleague Yvonne and Patrick for Happy hours... needed a break... met Colin there as well... he is still so funny!! met Michael also... haaha

Today at work really super damn pissed... lots of staffs MC, customer complaints... problems..
my days at work is solving people probs... sianz... after knockoff... headed to 7/11 and buy beer with Azmi and drink... needed to de-stress... goin bonker soon!!!

Tired..... I need a Break!!!!!

what lead to sucide...

2007-01-23T00:01:00.000+08:00

sometime i wonder what will drive you to sucide?

could be something tat cannot be solve...
could be something tat findin no point to move on...

I dun know... dun know wat to do... watever i do...i am always in the wrong... watever!!!
the courage of lookin down and not knowin wat will happen later... is in my head crusinin back and forth...
wat if the day of courage comes...

Terrible BackAche

2007-01-19T23:52:00.000+08:00

after 3 days of full shift at work... i am so tired tat my back begin to hurt again... it was so painful tat could not get to sleep... went to take a hotpack and ease the pain... woke up by my mum at 4.30am cause i feel asleep while watchin TV... and the room light is on.. she nagged at me!!! decided to go back and sleep... but was woken up veri early by my suppliers... staffs... colleague...
Oh No!! Please let me sleep in peace... I am tired... Finally woke up at 1pm... went and cook some food (microwave food) and makan... watched Oprah Winfrey show... veri nice...

Been thinkin of my life for so long... kinda tired... tired of all the things surroundin me.. been askin myself lots of questions... really need to sort out my life... i was thinkin to go out of Singapore alone for a short trip to refresh myself.. Can I do tat???

after makan, back to my notebook, did some research for my MRA project... my back begin to ache again... my mum is not cookin proper food today... she cooked only nuggets and lots of rubbish food... please spare me... in the end ... i ended up not eatin again...

watched Ch U 7pm show... later Zhong Yi Da Ge Da got Ah Du... love him... so cool!! Ch 8 ... i watched "The Peak" quite nice... then my fav on Ch U "War and Beauty"... and Now Ch U "Spirited Away"... never get sick of the movie... even though i have the VCD...

time to rest... if not my back will start to ache again... Ouch!!!

wat a tired day!!!!

2007-01-18T00:23:00.000+08:00

woke up at 5.30am... bathed..changed.. take train to harbour front to meet "mama" to go for mgmt meetin at SAFRA... reached Harbour front, waitin for idah then went for breakfast at mac and jollybean... hungry!!
reached SAFRA at 9am.. sat down with "mama" and idah... just when i was about to get comfortable... my store director say change place and we were told to call out nos and change group... i ended up same group with Douglas... sianz wat sia!!
lots of presentation... tired... a lot of bondin game... then the second round of session, change group again... i ended up with douglas again... somebody pls save me!! we have to play this game that entangle all of us in a mess and to get it out without breakin the chain... i refused and try ways and mean to avoid holdin hand with him... dun ask me why...
it was a meaninful meetin... cause it was also my boss POD farewell session as well... a bit emotion there as well... cause after all he's the one who train me to where i am today... must be grateful..
after the meetin, still have to go back to store to do closin shift... dyin le.. cause damn tired...
when i reach the store... i just slack... cause really tired... help my cousin Susan buy 10 thumbdrive... about $288... wah!!! lucky got credit card... if not bankrupt!!
okie... sleep le... tomorrow got class... maybe after feel like watchin movie... I wanna watch "One Last Dance".... dun care... even go alone... i will go!!!!! CHao!!!

back to school....

2007-01-17T00:39:00.001+08:00

is a new week and is a monday... just as when i was thinkin.. damn good day cause can go back early... my damn manager never come to work... forever... wat the use of havin schedule when never follow... in the end.. i have to represent him go A/P meetin... hate meetin with POD... stressful..
went to suntec with uncle jimmy... he is damn funny.. had a china galfren but dun know how to read chinese... ask me to read his chinese sms by his "chai"... wat sia
had lunch with eric, hong ching and steven... eat chix rice... yummy... after which meetin with suntec folks... then the horrified meetin with POD..(POD is mybig boss) stand for Pierre Oliver Deplanck... now you know why?
Sha say our supplier is invitating us to Hong Kong for seminar but cannot go cause got stock take durin tat time... arghhhh wat sia.. i miss HOng KonG....
after the long meetin.. i am totally drained... hungry and feelin zombie... sha and teri drag me go do grocery food... bough a lot of frozen microwave food... no choice... no time to cook... poor me... also bought cup noodles... many diff version and flavor sausages... ham.. bacon.
i came home with all these.. my mum start screamin again... at home no food eat meh? i said got... but by the time i come home after work or school... NO more le!!! she signed... Loser!!!

today got class... veri veri tough subject... wish me luck... same group member as last time... lots of new classmates... got a bunch of veri noisy gals in there... kill them...

Saw Donna blog... salute her sia... take care of 3 kids... oh.. Donna ... if ya are readin this... dun wake me up at 4am... haaha...

Sleep le.. tomorrow another long day... meetin at mount faber... slack!!!

relax... wat the heck

2007-01-15T00:27:00.000+08:00

been slackin... really slackin... dun even bother to answer any call other from familiar nos...
everyday is the same routin for me.. work.. makan... sleep... dream... haaha
listenin to ipod is my greatest self relexation...
not been goin out.. dun feel the need to call anyone... slack to the limit...

jerry called me today ask for a meetup or a gatherin.. i said "no la" ... lazy... he scold me slacker...
i really can't be bother about wat is happenin around me... he ask me bout eunice and the rest.. i said "dun know, cause god know!!" haaha.. i think he gave up talkin to me... opps...

did some shoppin at mphosis... bought shoes and belt... hell ya!!! cool!! I love shopping

back to school soon...

slackkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkk!!!

See It..Feel It... Hear It... Sense It...

2007-01-10T23:52:00.000+08:00

It's A Nokia... N73 (Music Edition)
Went to Bugis M1 shop after work to buy my new handphone... damn cool.. my fav colour.. Black hahaha... it comes with 2GB card plus 3.2Mpixel... plus Mp3 cutter... wahhaa!! Was suppose to meet up with my staffs for drinks but cancelled due to one of my staff scare of boyfren dun allow... tat the problem with having boyfren that control every single damn thing in your life... C'mon.. Get a life!! Damn
walked around bugis for a while... saw nail art done by computer printer... real cool design at only $20... the paintin is as usual ... the printin of the design is only 50sec... and is real nice.. i did mine in black and white graphic arty farty design... keke... there is this guy who is one of the partner of the booth look exactly like Mr Ng... got a shock.. but he a better lookin and fitter lookin than Mr Ng... haha... the good lookin was chattin with me and tell me that the shape of my nails is someone who is rich... but i say nope... he then ask me what kind of person I am.. i replied "I am fierce and hot tempered"... he say cannot la.. if like tat all guys will run off.. hahaa..
nice chat with him... but never gotten his name... haix!
Just after my nail session, called Sha up to tell her tat i gotten my new phone.. she ask me where i am... and both of us are at Bugis... she havin steamboat at liang seah street with her ex colleague... about to finish soon... we then met up at C.A.N cafe for some coffee or Tea... chatted there together with her ex colleague... nice session... I like to talk to interestin people.. keke
Headed home after tat... with my New N73...

Sunday was my Grandma 49 days after death... had a family gathering at IHM church.. all my cousin are there... my cute niece and nephew... my youngest nephew Christian is one cute fellow... i just stand beside playin with his cheek and he stretch his small hand out and ask me to carry him.. so cute!! During the prayer session.. i just don't know what happen, i cried... i still missed my ah ma... thinkin of her make me sad... i actually upload her video in my new phone.. everytime i watched... my tears started to flow freely...

I missed You... AH Ma... May you rest in Peace...

Happy 2007

2007-01-04T00:58:00.000+08:00

still can't believe that is 2007...

30th Dec 2006
took half day leave from work... went to my uncle place for family luncheon... it was nice.. chattin with my cousin.. funny is that i used to be such a distance from them... but after my ah ma death.. the relationship is better now... chatted with my cousin Timothy..he's an ex Mediacorp actor (starsearch fame) keke... one of good lookin cousin in my family... laughed and laughed over our childhood days... played with his son Christian... such a cute boy... silly him crawl and bang against a chair and cried... his cheek is so boucy... we all left my uncle place around 6plus... reach home.. tired... sleep all the way thru next day 1pm... wow

31st Dec 2006
wanted to go out with Cheryl and co for countdown... but decided not to as past years experience was so bad... traffic is a killer plus i am workin mornin next day... anyway cheryl is rushin for her sch assisgnment... so NO countdown... lots and lots of sms keepin beepin in with my cute Super Mario sms tone... kinda of irritated... finally my phone jammed... arghhhh... since then,... havin problems with my lovely N72 Nokia... my good fren Mr Teng Yong Fong called from NTUC AMK in the middle of his work to wish me Happy New Year.. tat was nice... chatted with him for a while... then continue cleanin my room... i was cleanin my room since noon.. thrown away more than 8 carton of rubbish... my mum nearly fainted...

1st Jan 2007
Happy Birthday Daddy... is my father's birthday... bought him a Nokia HP... went to work in the mornin... sianz... closed consignment and many other stuffs... went to AMK Hub after work to meet my mum, aunt and my neigbour... did some grocery shoppin... bought lots of diff of instant cup noodles... cause no food at home when i end work late... hungry... my mum was askin me to stop buyin as it is so embrassin as thou she ill treat me at home... hmmm maybe is true.. keke

2nd Jan 2007
work and work... aiyo... went to do some music shoppin.. my fav.. bought Take That Ultimate Concert DVD , Robbie Williams Concert DVD, Francis Ng new HK movie VCD... bored at home la...

3rd Jan 2007
work afternoon... got migrane cause never eat breakfast... hungry... ate at only 6pm with idah... ate Fish Noodle again... my handphone is offically dead... wanted to message Donna Happy Birthday... but damn Handphone... David came and lent me his N73... saviour!!! wah!!! gotta go and change new handset le... my colleague wanted me to go devils with them.. i was like i am so over with Devils day le... haaha... i dun even know how to drink now... i am an angel now... keke
can't believe how much i changed... who know i will become a nun soon... since i like forever single... haaha... should devote myself to faith...

2006-12-26T01:22:00.000+08:00

22nd Dec 06
woke up at 12am... msg sha and decided to meet her at tampines for shopping cum survey... regretted taking bus 72... seem like the bus is travelling at 30km/h... oh gosh.. almost late!! we took shuttle bus to tampines big box... wanted to eat meat ball at ikea but damn crowded.. gave up on the idea..went to Courts to look see look see... called David when i reached there... he was laughin and tellin me tat my "bro" also there... hmm which Bro? In the end, i turn around... it was mr lee... wat sia... we smiled and laughed as i think both of us has the same motives in coming to Courts... luckily nobody came and chase us out... hahaha! after which me and sha went to tampines mall to eat mos burger... reached taka around 5plus... did lots of shoppin'... me bought Estee perfume for my mum.. Nokia Hp for my dad...bioskin voucher for Dav and Cheryl... Card Holder for my real bro... HP pouch for my aunt... coffee mug for my ex maid.. mini choc fountain hamper for the upcomin family gatherin at my uncle place... had a drink at cathy... then home...time to wrap present...

23rd Dec 06
went to my cousin Susan's place... suppose to reach her place around 2pm but was delayed due to have to wait for my mum and my aunt... went to my cousin place to pass her present for my cute niece and nephew presents... played with the two hyper active kids... arghhh somebody pls save me!! chatted with my cousin, topics surrounding my grandma.. the goin to be happen gatherin this sat... plus my nephew joke of the day... left her place around 7pm.. after which went to serangoon nth ave 1 for dinner.. ordered curry chix rice... yummy... played some online solitaire games... sleep

24 Dec 06
woke up late cause raining... wat an excuse... guess wat.. my mum cooked curry chix... arghhh... second day of curry chix... i suppose to eat turkey.. why curry chix?? had little bit of food here and there... bathe and get ready to go to Donna's place... bought log cake for the potluck... my dad drove me there as it was still raining. Gin called me to help her with the drinks at cold storage... which Don force me to take a red market trolley to take the drink.. i almost fainted as "c'mon i dressed so nice today" so unglam... haha.. rob was even worse... force me to take the cold storage trolley which been in their house for the past one year to take the drink... i said "NO" as i told him... i dun wanna get caught on the eve of xmas of stealin a cold storage trolley... haha.. husband and wife.. same... same... really enjoyed the food.. meetin Mich,Eleanor, Gin and of course Don.. plus the kids Annakal.. Nat and Francis... this boy is gettin cuter and also bigger... he look like a 3 year old kids where he is only 1 year old... can't imagine...was conned by Don to play poker... then off to church at 11.30pm... reached Nativity at 12am... crowded...felt peaceful.. as everybody is sayin peace to each other.. i look to the starry sky and say peace... Ah MA.. Merry Xmas... felt empty as it was exactly one month tat ah ma funeral mass was held at Nativity... mass ended at 1.30am.. took a cab home.. i saw the cab driver.. i was stunned... he is the yougest cab driver i ever saw... he is like my age.. gosh.. dressed in young hippy clothes and listenin to perfect 10... haaha... saw the taxi license.. is not him.. seem like he's helpin his dad to relief drive... reached home... play online games.. watched FRIENDS on star world.. and sleep... keke

Merry Xmas to All....

2006... wat a year

2006-12-19T02:22:00.000+08:00

another eleven days will be another year for me... 2007!!
how am i going to embrace this coming year... dun know... tat's my answer... let things work out by itself...

year 2006
Quit drinkin... surprise... surprise... many factors involved in it.. no point going into details...

went into healthy lifestyle... sign up for California Fitness... time to shed off the beer belly... start afresh...

went to Hong Kong this year with Dav and Chris... my fav Disney land...Dream come true...

am i 25 or 26 next year... did not celebrate my birthday in 2006... reason...STOCKTAKE... dun make me mention anymore...

Nearly left Carrefour... i would have left in April to NTUC if not because of your advise... am i dumb or wat... haix...

Successful IT Fair at Plaza... amazing result for me in fact... Proud of myself...

went back to study part time... double major in marketin and mgmt

My lao ban niang aka my manager left the company... tearful...

Struggle to keep 11 depts alive by fightin on... but wat do i get.... haix!!

The exit of my most capable salesman... i am totally crippled

My most beloved and dearest grandma leavin me to find eternal peace with Lord..
letting her go is my most painful moment of my life as she is my pillar of strength..
without her in my life... i lost myself... my smile... my determination... everythings
i am learning to stand up again... give me time... i need patience from all of ya...
catherine will be back... this is a promise

wat i can say that this is a tearful year for me... lots of tough decision making for me... been in the crossroad too many time this year... been treatin other opinion too seriously... when did i ever did something for myself???

did a lot of thinkin ever since april... till now...

had a long talk with "mama" today at mac... think i have been to strong headed to lots of people tat i lost them... why?
all i know is that i dun know how to Smile back... Hug you... sweet talk... but in my heart... I do Care about you... i suck at expressing myself especially to people who has a special place in my heart...

enough le... hope to have a better 2007... can i start afresh...
only GOD knows.... i guess....

finally can relax...

2006-12-16T21:38:00.000+08:00

finally the last paper from this tri-semister. wrote till my fingers hurts... arghhh... after the paper went out with edward and the rest for a quick breakfast as everyone is feelin hungry after the paper... the paper started in the morning at 9am... yawn!!!
after the meal with my classmates... headed quickly to millenia walk to look for dav and grace for hair colouring... the new salon that i went to "Kim Robinson".. it is the well famed hair stylist second outlet... they are currently special promo... my hair colouring plus hightlight is only $180.
my hair stylist is Celest... very nice and pretty lady... plus most of the male hair stylist are all very stylish and good looking... good service plus an eyeful... keke
After which, went to marina square with dav, grace and jean for some shoppin... bought a new bra... 2 mphosis tops... wow!! later went to KBox Lunch for some sing song session... love Cao Ge Songs...
was suppose to go for dinner with dav, cheryl and chris.. but cancelled due to dav not feelin well suddendly.. called a cab for her to send her home... had a quick dinner with Christina... and later head home to rest...
when i reached home, my mum told me my uncle fell down and in hospital now... called up my cousin and find out more... Nothin too serious.. just need to stay for observation...
okie... watching take5 USA... nice show...
tomorrow back to work... goin for xmas shoppin next week... hohohoho

Blessing in Disguise plus quick update....

2006-12-14T15:50:00.000+08:00

it's been almost 3 weeks tat my ah ma left us... i still miss her...terribly... been scanning her photo and gave to my aunts and the rest...
my maid margie also change new employee cause nothin left for her to do after my ah ma left... but been keepin close contact with her... the house felt so empty and quiet.. only left me and my mum talkin... sometimes my aunt also... haix!
been on leave this week... studyin for my final exams... kinda of feelin stress... sick for quite long and yet to recover.. cough and cough... allergic to my medicine.. so tat why can't get well at all.

after my paper last night... reached AMK station and stroll to pasar malan for food... wanted to buy pyjamas ... then i realised tat my ah ma is no longer here... felt lost and sad suddenly.
been askin myself this question for so long... the answer is still not found... wat do i want in life... and who are really my true frens... i can't answer!!
thereofore been shuttin myself up recently... dun wanna know the truth... frens come by and go the next minute... "Frens Forever"... how true???

sometimes ought to rejoice is after my ah ma left us... my whole family meaning all the aunts and uncle are more united than before... i even started to talk with my cousins... they are planning for a xmas dinner for everybody... my ah ma would be happy to see tat..

okie... time to hit my books and study le....

St Cecilia took my ah ma to GOD

2006-11-26T22:43:00.000+08:00

the lord jesus christ has it all planned... he send ST. Cecilia to bring my ah ma back to him...
22rd Nov is the feast day for St Cecila in the cathoic calendar... my granny name is Cecilia...
Lord.. you had it all planned for my ah ma...

St. CeciliaThird Century
Feastday: November 22

http://www.catholic.org/saints/saint.php?saint_id=34

the story of st cecilia is as above...

thank you....

2006-11-26T11:36:00.001+08:00

22nov 3.55am... margie came to my room cryin.. without a second thought... i rushed out... but it was all too late..my granny has breathe her last... i knelt down beside her... cried and said a small prayer askin god to take care of her....

my mum tearfully called all her bros and sisters to come to my place now... all my uncles and aunts voices all are shaken... they rushed in their fastest mode... all reached here within half an hour... i was alone in the kitchen cryin.. margie came and consoled me... but end up cryin as well.. my mum came and ask us to stop cryin... and help her with the bits and pieces of ah ma after death things...

the doc.. and the head of the St Joseph Dying Aid Assoc (SJDAA) came at 7am to certified ah ma death... after which my bro went to the police station and do the procedure... SJDAA already start to setup all the things at my opp blk for my ah ma.. i went to the town council with my uncle to pay for the rental for the void deck... tryin to confirm the actual date for my ah ma final departure date... mr teo who is the contact for SJDAA is doin all the contact for me... call the church... the priest... the prayer group...the newspaper obituries... everythings...

SJDAA came and collect my ah ma body around 8am... around 11.3oam... ah ma is back in her "Big House"... all knelt down in tears when she came back... all went and take a look... thanks to the SJDAA who did a good jobs in her final look... she looked peaceful...

as clocks ticked by... all my rest of my cousins...came in one by one... they all went to my mum askin her what to do and ask her to rest.. leave the rest for them to do... i stayed up everynight at the wake with my cousins... spend the night talkin... i can say it was a good family gatherin... i can say my ah ma will be happy if she see us this way...

ah ma frens and relatives... my frens and colleague came as well... my relatives' frens came also... everynights was filled with people... my ah ma will be happy to see such turnout.. prayer's group came and pray for her in teochew... my god ma also came and pray for her in english...

margie cried almost everyday when she went and wipe the "Big House"... i have to go in and console her... my mum cried and fainted every teochew prayer for my ah ma....i have to be with her everysession... supportin her... i have to control my tears... to be strong for my ah ma...

ah ma final journey is to the church.. she was pushed in by all the grandsons, then out by all grand daughters... everyone of us placed in white roses before she is covered up at our place. my mum and my aunts condition were uncontrollable... we have to be with them all the while... esp when reached mandai there...

25 Nov 11.15am... ah ma is gone forever... everybody cried... includin me... i missed my ah ma... terribly... afterwhich all of us went back to my place... have a family lunch... then at around 2.30pm... we all went back to the mandai ash collection centre to collect ah ma remaining... all of us put in 10cents inside the urn... and put one piece of ah ma remains inside the urn... then my uncle carried ah ma urn to IHM church to place ah ma in her final restin place... she like church... and it's nearby all of our place... she will be in peace...

i came home sick after tat... got a fever... and flu... then took a long sleep till next day morning...

i hereby here wished to thanks to all my frens for their condolences... supports...concern and encouragment for most difficult period... without all of you... i not sure if i am able to hold on...

Dear Lord,

i know my ah ma is in your right hand of yours... she is blessed and be merciful to her....

"God will put his angels in charge of you to protect you wherever you go"

Psalms 9I:II

Eternal Peace

2006-11-22T05:16:00.001+08:00

Dear Frens,

my ah ma has found eternal peace.....

Catz

Fight.. Fight... Fight On

2006-11-20T23:24:00.000+08:00

oh man... been feelin the stress for the past few weeks... the worries for my ah ma constantly.. sch work... work... everything seem to drop on me at one shot... sometimes why is God is so cruel.. but on the other perception and point... i thank him for giving me frens who are there to encourage me always... you know who u are... Donna, Gin, Ah Choi... without all your extra dose of encouragement... i not sure i can hold on during the past difficult times...

managed to complete another of my sch assisgnment... phew!! sch ended at around 9plus... was veri hungry... decided to go and buy instant mee for dinner... hungry!!! while walkin to the MRT, i felt giddy... sat down for a while... been feelin giddy easily... i have past history of low blood pressure... hope is not comin again... but i know i really not feelin tat well recently... tat why i have the habit of carrying tiger balm in my bag all the time... in case of emergency...

came home around near 11pm le... went and see my ah ma... she is sleepin but her breathing is very heavy... i can see that she is fighting for every sec.. minute of her life... the nurse came today.. my maid said that her wound still remain the same... and blood is coming out from her mouth again... Lord... pls bless her...

stocktake is comin... in preparation already... busy... busy... need to get back my health before i fight on... arghhhh....

been listening to songs on my ipod most of the times... it help me to relax and not to be so tense... must learn to relax my mind... even when i asleep... it keep thinkin of sch..work..ah ma..
<<<<>>>>>

A BiG TidyUp

2006-11-20T00:17:00.000+08:00

Finally ah ma is back home... i can see she is more happy than before... and i am too... my smile is back...
Last Night my mum cousin came and visit my ah ma... and the living hall is damn noisy.. my maid ask me is talking loud a trait mark in my family... and i told her "YES"... it runs in the family... WE are Loud People...keke
Was on leave for the past few days... but was busy with my granny... school... no time for fun at all... i was also in my room most of the time... tidy up my room.. amazing!! found lots of old pics and my David Tao CD is missing... damn... who took it... must be the brat next door... idoit!!
Can't wait for upcoming stocktake to ends... exam to ends too... wanna spend X'mas ... but with who... i really need to clear some thoughts out from me...
I has not talked to Vincent for more than 2 months... dun know wat's wrong with me... but i like ignoring most people around me... except for the veri few...
wanna ask myself this qn... will Drinkin bring ya TRUE frens? i wonder.... wanna find the answer... sometimes is better to be alone...
when the drinkin days ends... the frenship ends as well... haix!!!
used to have lots of msg askin how am i... where to go later and sort of... but when i stop the hay days... the msg and hangin out ends as well...

But well... this is life... people change...
Back to sch work now...

is my mum gettin cranky?

2006-11-17T15:37:00.000+08:00

gotta the news yesterday tat my ah ma can go home today... but later in the evening... we discover blood drippin from her mouth... and blood comin out from her nose tube... how comecan go home? the doc say is to let her go home and spend her remaining days with us.. there is nothin they can do already... her wound still can't be healed.... her pulse gettin weaker till the trainee nurse have to check her pulse manually...
i spend the whole day at the hospital wiping her blood from her mouth and holdin her hand... i guess tat the best i can do for her... i been keepin quiet ... very quiet unlike my mum who been preparin everythin for ah ma...
she went and collect all the family member names and other contacts in case ah ma passed on... never think of such things... all i been doin is pray and keep her safe from pain...
my dad sent us home from hospital after tat... we sat behind the lorry... suddendly a small butterfly flew and stay on my aunt head... my aunt asked wat is tat... i say butterfly la.. my mum and aunt gettin cranky again... she say is bad sign...hiax!
then my mum told us how my grandpa passed on 24 years ago... he was in hospital ready to go home and even asked my mum to brew barley water for him... then early morning tat day... while my mum is preparin to bring barley water to him.. the hospital called and say "he's gone"...
my mum told me she cried all the way to the hospital with the barley water in her hands...
my grandpa never get to drink at all...
it could be the reason why my mum is gettin cranky... she told me on wed night..when my small cousin meiling went and visit ah ma late at night... my ah ma cried veri loud... she never cried so loud before... wonder why?
ah ma suppose to go home at around 1pm from TTS... but the doc haven check on her yet so have to delay till late afternoon... i went home first as i need to settle something... my mum called again and say the doc is going to give ah ma a jet to give her more energy but they could not find any vein in ah ma... therefore no jet is given... and the doc said ah ma body is pretty useless already... i guess i could only pray for her relieve...
ah ma hated hospial... maybe she doesn;t want to let go in hospital... my mum said...
sometimes dun know wan to be angry with her or not... but ah ma also her mum... i think she also dun wan to say such things...

my colleague borrow me one catholic book titled " shall i walk you home"... is a book tellin how to let go ...esp your closed one....

waitin for her to come home...ah ma...

bad day!!

2006-11-15T05:35:00.000+08:00

today been a bad day... damn!! Did not get to visit my granny today as due to work...
Yes... work really pissed me off today... a new security dept head in my company question me some procedure which i been doing for donkey years... the worst part is when he ask me question... question me like a criminal.. ask for my add and ic.. wat the fuck.. i already in low... bad mood for the past one week... i am toleratin his rubbish... damn it!! he say by puttin free gifts in the store or storage is a open opportunity for my staff to steal... damn him... if the staff wan to steal thing... every single things on the sales floor is a open opportunity for them to steal... brainless! Use your brain to think before you open your damn mouth to talk...
I am so pissed that i can;t work... my colleague advise me to speak to my HR manager tomorrow... and YES... i gonna do it... shit him!!! dun try to play with me...
today work from 2pm all the work to wee morning 5am... setup again... damn!!
but luckily i on leave till sunday from tomorrow... yeah!!!
Gonna spend all these time with my granny...

Lord, pls watch over my ah ma... stop her sufferin...

i can feel her pain....

2006-11-12T23:32:00.000+08:00

ended work at 6pm sharp... rush to tan tock seng for my granny... need to spend some time with her... as tomorrow i am unable to see her as mornin is work and evening... assisgnment thingy from sch... tat mean i can't see her tomorrow...
she is in bad state today... her feet and hands are badly swollen... and worse she is cryin. her tears keep swirling round her eyes... i can feel her pain... she feel asleep again... but was woken up when the nurse came and inject the antibiotic into her...
the pain is so intense that her eyes open up real large... and she is shakin.. it hurts me... it seem like she wan to scream but she can't... her tears keep drippin down her frail cheek... i keep sayin "ah ma" dun cry... i am here for you... but it still hurts me deep inside... i held her hand real tight for veri long... and sayin prayer to the lord.. guardian angel to stop her pain.. stop her suffering...
my mum cried also... seeing her in such pain really hurts me deeply... why must she suffer?
i dun understand... lord pls grant her the courage to fight on...

Jia You

2006-11-11T23:00:00.000+08:00

"From infancy to death human life is surrounded by their (the angels) watchful care and intercession. Beside each believer stands an angel as protector and shepherd leading him to life. Already here on earth the Christian life shares by faith in the blessed company of angels and men united to God."
- from the Catechism of the Catholic Church; 336.

blogging realli help me to relieve myself...esp during these tough period. today is sat le.. ah ma still in hospital... her blood pressure drop to 92... and her wound is still not healing.. is due to her white blood cell is attackin her red blood cell... so tat why her wound is still the same...
her feet is swollen still... everyday i see her... the doc will change a new spot for her injection spot for the antibiotic feedin... cause her skin cannot take the needle more than one day... after one day the needle is in.. it will swelt. why must she suffer in such manner... i veri grateful to my maid margie... all these while.. she been takin good care for my ah ma... as i workin... and cannot be for her 24/7... margie is the one just like guardian angel send down to take care of ah ma...
doc took some blood for test today... result still not out yet... my ah ma hates hospital... all the while she hated it... i can see the look in her eyes tat she loath it... but please forgive us... we need to help you...
watched a korean movie last night at chU "the way home"... nice and touchin movie about grandchild and grandma... my aunt watched it too... my mum too... they liked it...
hope tat my granny can pull thru this period... hope for a miracle...
exam today... pretty tough... stayed back after exam for group work... head to hospital at around 5 plus... my ah ma is sleepin... i called her and she slightly moved...i held her hand with mixed feelings... left around 8pm... visitin hour over... kissed her forehead and leave in a heavy hearted manner always...
gotta be strong... jia you... and jia you...

Angel of God,my guardian dear,To whom God's lovecommits me here,Ever this day,be at my side,To light and guard,Rule and guide.
Amen.

hope... faith...strength...frenship

2006-11-09T19:56:00.000+08:00

it's been 3 days already... ah ma condition is still the same... i last saw her is around 1pm plus.. went to see her before i start work... she look fragil... tired.. her toes are gettin black.. it hurts me as i see it... wheneven i saw her and feel like cryin.. i would strongly bite my lips and swollen as much tears as possible... no matter how sad i was... i will never cry infront of her at all...
Yesterday suppose to go for my consumber behaviour class but did not go as i would want to spend some time with my ah ma..went to SMA around 7pm... asked Jonas for the notes..he gave to me and even offered to give me his mobile nos if i got any doubt and also email him once i done the test... got no time to do at all last night.. tonight will rush all my sch stuffs finish.. my case study... mock test plus this sat exams.. dun know how long can i hang on... i could not even concentrate on my work at all... and worst of all... got a terrible migrane today... the pain is so intense that i nearly could not breathe... as i am allergic to panadol.. i really biting on to cont workin... i dun like to take mc as got lots of stuffs to do... and by depending on my staffs to do it.. they will not do it.. they will tell ya lots of excuses tomorrow that why they didn;t do it... better do all myself...
tryin to look for an assistant to help me but no suitable candidate yet... haix
i missed my ah ma terribly... like wat my mum said.. she is suffering cause of all her children wrong deed... and sad to say.. i felt that is true... my aunt offered to pay for her bills but called my mum last night and say she cannot as her husband fight with her and command her not to do so... wat biz is this son-in-law gotta do with her daughter wantin to pay her mum bills... all my mum husband are really useless ppl... except for my dad... only know how to drink... gamble...slack... my dad is the son-in-law that cared for my granny... gave her shelter.. food.. and us! the rest would only know how to ask for money from their wife...damn all men!!
Lord, please ease my granny pain... do not let her suffer and she has suffered long enough... she is tired...

I would like say thanks to all my frens who been concern about me lately esp Donna, Ginny, Davina, Marcus,Michelle... without all of ya.. i dun know if i be able to pull it thru during this period...

2006-11-09T11:21:00.000+08:00

Dear Grandma,

You are someone that can’t be left behind
In my Heart, there a place for you
You always will surely shine

You taught me to be independent
You taught me to love my GOD
You taught me to RESPECT my parent
You taught me to care for my sibling
You taught me to bake my first cake
You taught me to speak my dialect
You taught me right from wrong and good from bad.When I realize how much I miss you,Thinking about you makes me sad

A Strong woman who rose up 8 lovely children
A Gentle woman who never yell even when I anger her
A Persistent woman who never stop yearning
A Caring woman who always pray for people near her

4 Years Gone Past….
I miss your lovely Smile
I miss your nagging
I miss your morning call
I miss your cooking
I miss your generosity
I miss your unconditional love to all of us

Even if everybody deceive you when you are unconscious
I know you will still forgive them
Cause they are your loved ones
For your sake, I forgive them for their mistakes

From day to day…
As you grow thinner and weaker from the harsh condition
I know you are a fighter and will always be till your very last breathe
From you… I learn to be Strong and Independent
As much as I love you, I never did confess.

I miss you... GrandMa

prepared for the worst

2006-11-07T21:12:00.000+08:00

my ah ma condition is not gettin better... therefore decided to send her to hosipital today.. took urgent leave...called ambulance this mornin and send her in to check... come to think about it.. this is the fifth time i sat on the ambulance... and this might be my veri last time...
everthing seem fine on the surface but when the doc check... it not good...
the doc took a blood test in the afternoon around 4pm... i was worried that i did not take any food in the mornin till late evening... was very tired... mum ask me to go home as i been there the whole day.. my dad bought me fried rice...
as i enter the empty house... i felt lost... dun know why...
had a slight nap... my mum woke me up at around 8plus... she told me to prepared for the worst as the blood result is out...
Doc said that her white blood cell is attackin her red blood cell... and her bed sore is due to ulcer... serious ulcer... and her days is numbered...
i am lost... totally lost.. my mum called all of her sibling and my cousin to come to visit her... as the chances will be slim...
she gettin thinner and thinner... though she can;t communicate... but i can feel her pain as i see her... everytime i see her.. hold her... my tears will start to form...
how long? tat's the question i been avoiding... she is very close to me... even closer than my mum.. took care of me since young... share all my secret with her... only listen to her...
i can;t write anymore... i already cryin when i start to think about it...

"And the prayer offered in faith will make the sick person well; the Lord will raise him up. If he has sinned, he will be forgiven. Therefore confess your sins to each other and pray for each other so that you may be healed. The prayer of a righteous man is powerful and effective."
James 5:15-16

2006-11-06T04:05:00.000+08:00

GOONG - 1.5 Special Edited Clip( Eng Subbed)

special edition of Goong... real cool and funny! Shin Goon....

my biggest internal fear....

2006-11-03T17:28:00.000+08:00

oh gosh... though i been on leave these past few days... but i can tell you no single peace at all... phone keep ringing for PO... promotion proposal, delivery cock up la... hey people... i need a break... can't you all settle yourself!!! reall cari angry!!!
been busy doing my case study project... finally done!!! plus these few days my granny been not feelin well... on the verge of thinkin to send her to hospital or not... her skin actually swell and rot.. due to her gettin thinner and thinner... her skin condition is gettin worse... her one part of her butt swell and rot plus her ankle and her hand... it pains me... my mum was thinkin for the worse le... she say it might not be tat long le... she might leave soon...
i dun know if she talkin nosense or not... but my tears start to gather around my eyes as she cont talkin... she ask me to buy my granny a pair of nice pearl earing for her so that when she gonna leave this place, she leave in a pretty state... haix
last night... my maid and my aunt suddendly my granny eyes flipped up.... my maid rushed over and could not carry her as though is somebody pressing my granny weight down... look like her guardian angel is comin for her soon... she is suffering... though we all not willin to let go of her... but at the state she is sufferin... it pain me so much... to let go or not...
Guardian Angel... Pls give me an answer... tat my biggest fear.. wish i could stay by her side.. she afraid of being alone... if she gone one day... guardian angel, pls guide and help her and talk to her!!!
before tat... actually went to donna place an chill out... went to sengkang to buy a swimming float for my granny for her swelll butt... Francis is lookin like a shaolin kid nowaday... so chubby!!
bought some waffle for her other 2 princess... stay around 7.30pm... went back home and study le...
back to work tomorrow... sianz... back to reality!!!

Remember The Days???

2006-10-29T05:04:00.000+08:00

Fond memories For those who born in the 70s and 80s.

1. You grew up watching He-man, MASK, Transformers, Silver Hawk and Mickey Mouse. Not to forget, Ninja turtles, My Little Pony and Smurfs too.

2. You grew up brushing your teeth with a mug in Primary school during recess time. You will squat by a drain with all your classmates beside you, and brush your teeth with a coloured mug.The teachers said you must brush each side 10 times too.

3. You know what SBC stands for.

4. You pay 40 cents for Chocolate or Strawberry MILK every week in class.

5. You watch a very popular Malay dubbed Japanese drama on RTM1 about schoolgirls who possess powerful skills in volleyball called Meoro Attack.

6. You find your friends with pagers and handphone cool in Secondary school.

7. SBS buses used to be non-airconditioned. The bus seats are made of wood and the cushion is red. The big red bell gives a loud BEEP! when pressed. There are colourful tickets forTIBS buses.The conductor will check for tickets by using a machine which punches a hole in the ticket.

8. Envelopes given to us to donate to Sharity Elephant every Children's Day.

9. You've probably read Young Generation magazine.You know who's Vinny the little vampire and Acai the constable.

10. You were there when they first introduced MRT here. You went for the first ride with your parents and you would kneel on the seat to see the scenery.

11. Movie tickets used to cost only $3.50. &@%#$*@#$^*!@#&^$

12. Gals are fascinated by Strawberry Short Cake and Barbie Dolls.

13. You learn to laugh like The Count in Sesame Street.

14. You longed to buy tibits called Kaka (20 cents per pack), and Ding Dang (50 cents per box), that had a toy in it and it changes every week not forgetting the 15 cents animal crackers and the ring pop, where the lollipop is the diamond on the ring.

15. You watched TV2 (also known as Channel 10) cartoons because Channel 5 never had enough cartoons for you.

16. Hardy Boys, Nancy Drew, The Three Investigators, Famous Five and Secret Seven are probably the thickest story books you ever thought you have read. Even Sweet Valley High and Malory Towers.

17. KFC used to be a high class restaurant that serve food in plates and let you use metal forks and knives.

18. The most vulgar thing you said was asshole and idiot and THE MOST EXTREME WAS 'super white'...you just couldn't bring yourself to say the hokkien relative.

19. Catching was the IN thing and twist as the magic word.

20. Your English workbooks was made of some damn poor quality paper that was smooth and yellow.

21. CDIS were your bestfriend

22. The only computer lessons in school involved funny pixellised characters in 16 colours walking about trying to teach you maths.

23. Waterbottles were slinged around your neck and a must everywhere you go.

24. Boys loved to play soccer with small plastic balls in the basketball court.

25. Teng-teng, five stones, chapteh, hentam bola and zero point were all the rage with the girls and boys too...

26. Science was fun with the balsam and the angsana being the most important plants of our lives, guppies and swordtail being the most important fish.

27. Who can forget Ahmad, Bala, Sumei and John, eternalized in our minds from the textbooks. Even Mr Wally & Mr. Yakki. What abt Miss Lala??? And Zaki and Tini in Malay Textbooks

28. We carry out experiments of our own to get yourself badges for being a Young Zoologist/Botanist etc.

29. Every Children's day and National day you either get pins or pens with 'Happy Children's Day 1993' or dumb files with 'Happy National Day 1994'.

30. In Primary six you had to play buddy for the younger kids like big sister and brother.

31. We wear BM2000, BATA, or Pallas shoes.

32. Your form teacher taught you Maths, Science and English.

33. The worksheets were made of brown rough paper of poor quality.

34. You went to school in slippers and a raincoat when it rained, and you find a dry spot in the school to sit down, dry your feet, and wear your dry and warm socks and shoes.

35. School dismissal time was normally around 1 pm.

36. There would be spelling tests and mental sums to do almost everyday.

37. Your friends considered you lucky and rich if your parents gave you $3 or more for pocket money everyday.

38. You see Wee Kim Wee's face in the school hall.

39. You freak out when the teacher tells you to line up according to height and hold hands with the corresponding boy or girl

40. Boys like to catch fighting spiders.

41. Collecting and battling erasers was a pastime for boys.

42. Autograph books were loaded with "Best Wishes", "Forget Me Not", and small poems like "Bird fly high, hard to catch.Friend like you, hard to forget".

43. Class monitors and prefects loved to say "You talk somemore, I write your name ah!"

44. There were at least 40 people in one class.

45. Large, colourful schoolbags were carried.

46. You brought every single book to school, even though there was one thing called the timetable.

Spread this heart warming messagearound, you don't get something like this very often. Never frown when you're down, you never know who's falling in love with your smile...For those who are born in those days... remember the good old days?For those who arent.... know what u missed out..? Does/can the present be exchangable for the past?U decide.

Dance with the Devils and Party with The Saints

2006-10-26T00:30:00.000+08:00

I can't believe that i have to work all the way thru next tues without a break.. arghh! It seem like my office is like my home le... Geez.. I really need a Break... And this Fri.. Another paper... Arghhhhhhhhhhhh!!!
How Time Flies... Lester left us for 3 years and Shi Min 2 Years... haix... ANiway takin leave this 31st to Mandai to pay respect to them... Sometimes i really hate October... Sucks!!!
Maybe changin Gym membership from california to fitness first... the fitness guy.. Perseus msg again...ask me to tour the place this week... not sure if i ever get the time to go or not... he seem very nice... aniway i dun think i have the $$$ to engage him as my trainer... keke!!
tomorrow... long day at work.. lots of entertaining to do... morning is Sony Launch at Fort Canning... followed by Creative at Hilton Hotel... kinda tired but "No Choice"... better dun be borin tomorrow..
Donna called me and buy "Mother and Baby" mag cause her kids is in it... did not read yet... Busy!! I just saw my mobile... lots of msg and missed calls... i was so busy and also tired.. i need to walk away and breathe... i threw away my phone in my drawer and lock it up....
Sorry eunice... tomorrow then reply ya... i really tired... my mind need a break!!!
been ignoring lots of ppl recently... wanna be alone.. did not even talk to sista... aniway he kinda piss me off as well... use jonathan nick in msn to talk to me... idoit!!!
gotta go and study le...

** watched Full House recently online... heez... Goong (Princess Hours still better).....

2006-10-22T01:55:00.000+08:00

Robbie Williams - Sin Sin Sin live

Don't let your eyes tell the brain
You should feel ashamed
Everyone needs it baby
And I feel the same
Didn't quite catch your name
Hush, hush, hush
Don't say a thing
Let's see what the night will bring
It might be everything

Oh it hurts
When you're too blind to see
Please don't read my mind
I tell the truth to me

Sin sin sin
Look where we've been
And where we are tonight
Hate the sin not the sinner
I'm just after a glimmer
Of love and light
Deep inside

Hush hush hush
To speak is a sin
And neither of us
Need rescuing
Just relax
It's what Jesus would do
We're made in his image baby
Let's ride this thing through

Oh it hurts
When you're to blind to see
What about us
Well it was just for me

Sin sin sin
Look where we've been
And where we are tonight
Hate the sin not the sinner
I'm just after a glimmer
Of love and light
Deep inside

I won't sing of amore
It don't sound sincere
Love is a cliche
But it fits not here
I'll disappear

Sin sin sin
Look where we've been
And where we are tonight
Hate the sin not the sinner
I'm just after a glimmer
Of love and light
Deep inside
Deep inside

It's love
Clean sex joy
I love you
You love my
Hate how it it feels inside
Feels inside
Feels inside

2006-10-21T04:48:00.000+08:00

The Phantom of The Opera DDR

phantom of the opera is comin to singapore... who wanna go... as for me i def go... is my fav musical of all time...

2006-10-21T04:41:00.000+08:00

Goong MV

Shin Goon.... nice!! Perhaps LOVE!!!

Another Sleepless Night

2006-09-23T02:43:00.000+08:00

at this hour, i still can't seem to get to sleep... i am tired but my mind is filled with thoughts that keep me await.. is been awhile already... yesterday i watched "Revolving door of vengence" till 8am in the morning... the show is damn nice... i love HK drama series... and was woken up by my supplier at 1pm.. he gave me a call to remind me to go for his pdt launch... i went and clean up and left the house soon after...
the event was held at merchant court "forbidden city"... chat with ah ken all the while... lots of crap between us... at least it kept me happy and occupied for a while... also met mr lee as while... as usual... the beer topics start again.. ask me to drink before my lesson?? Crazy!! but tat's mr lee style... they are the few ppl in the same market who always bring my smile back....
after the event, eunice came and pick me up.. we went great world for lunch at country mana... the chix sucks!! but at least it filled up my empty tummy since i woke up...
after that we head for class le.. today class pretty boring.. i hate to sit at the back.. normally i will lose my concentration and will tend to fall asleep... indeed i did... or was it the after effect of the beer... opps i dun know... keke
next week i gonna be super super busy.. with stock take and more stuffs... hate it... when can i really rest... wanna go for a short trip... arghhhhhh
is been a long time i went clubbin le... it used to be a weekly event in our lives now is like a yearly event le... hahaha... am i gettin old or wat... but one thing amazing is when i listen to techno and drink... i can relax... smile and laugh... wat sia!!!

Somebody pls save me... i gettin more and more depressed with each days....

who can ever put back my smile to the catz i know?

Tired Sunday...

2006-09-18T23:20:00.000+08:00

Another lazy Sunday... i actually woke up at 11am... my maid brought breakfast into my room... cause she knew i will not get out of my room when is my off day... i can sleep the whole day long...
After the breakfast... i sleep again...how i wish i can sleep forever! Till around 5pm... the stupid guy next room actually irritate me, sayin the music playin in my room disturb him... i was pissed! hey... i am only using a 2.1ch speakers...wat's your prob... and the best part is my mum actually side him and ask me to shut off the music... i was realli up to my head... i told her... " i am finally have my own time and rest at home... can't i have the luxury to listen to some music... " if like that... i might as well, dun come home... " I moving out!!!"...

I was so pissed that i stomp out of the house... i went to bishan alone... just wanna be alone... "sista" msg me... i do not wan to talk to anyone... just wanna be alone... he keep msgin me but i dun feel like talkin... i bought myself a 30 disc HK drama serial... plus a big bag of gummi bears!
I feel good after buyin all these... within a short while, my colleague called me and ask me to go to kallang to watch soccer match... is my supplier event... actually i dun feel like going but since i outside and dun feel like goin home... i took a cab and head to Kallang "The cage".

I finally called "sista"... had a long talk with him... he was askin me the usual question of what happen and why... i keep tellin him "you dun understand at all" he ask me to look on the bright side... if by lookin is so easy... i would have done that long ago... i talked till my tears floatin rollin inside my eyes... " I am tired"

I was realli sianz at the event... sat there alone watchin Chealsea vs Liverpool... till i notice somebody... somebody whom i was close to... i was really not in a mood... dun wanna talk to him.. i think alot of people there were wonderin how come we are not talkin...i dun know also... just dun know what to say also... after he disappear for a year... our frenship also worsen... lots of misunderstandin!! too many version of his story!

continue watchin epl... manu vs arsernal... during the whole event... my mind is jammed... family prob... work prob... frens prob... personal prob... i actually smoke for about six sticks of ciggi... i just couldn't stop... i need to get it out.. drank only 2 bottles... could not find the kick!
the event end at around 1am... i shook hands and bid bye to all my suppliers except him... i realli find no reason to talk to him still....

Reach home... watch "miami ink"... realli want to get tattoo le... then watch my HK drama series... seem nice!! my mind is super tired but just can't my eyes to close...

when can i have a peaceful night and sleep...

just wish that my life is more peaceful....

2006-09-17T01:58:00.000+08:00

it's been one week since our misunderstanding at work... realli piss me off at work!! As usual... the real suspect is who elso but the "big fat smelly trash slut" who been bad mouthing me for the past one year... wat else she want?
I am really up to my head... if I not workin in this company... I will give her a tight slap across her face and cut her big mouth... she been sayin bad things about me till i lost someone... someone who.... " i dun wanna mention" anymore... it hurts!!! till now....
she say i act like some big shot in the company... try way and means to sabo me...gettin her partner in crime to do watever she can to put me down... say i got lots of guys outside... tellin others i will not be true to one guy... ya... keep on talkin...
i have lots of guy frens... u have? yes... you have! after bad mouth me and got him... slut!
i tired of such people around me... really irritated!!!
Nobody understand wat i been thru for the past few months... i am tired!!! Somebody ask me to go up and confront her... i say no... the moment i see her damn face... i feel disgusted!!!

today.. went to work as usual... but things is sort of ok already between me and "mama"... finally we are talkin... and the point is "hey slut... your plot failed"
lots of works to do.... rushin here and there... as usual... busy and busy
ended work at 7pm... while in a cab to bukit merah... saw jimmy in a glance while at the traffic light... called him.. he's on the way to way.. poor guy.. workin 2 job a day... mornin at travel agent.. night at legend (gay pub at tanjong pagar)... i promised him to catch up with him soon!!

met david... cheryl ... dav... tkw at bukit merah for our claypot rice... finally something to lighten up my days.. is actually a belated birthday for david... the meal was nice...
after drove to river valley to have a drink... there is a nice pub call "liquid kitchen"... nice place... nice drinks... friendly servers...and best of all... when there is goal on epl... 30% off on your cocktail... keke... i drank apricot brandy 7up and bailey with vanilla ice cream... really nice!!
wanted to challenge the tiger beer with vanilla ice cream... next time ba!!!

time to study....

not feelin good ....

2006-09-15T14:34:00.000+08:00

ended work at 10.45pm, was walkin out of the office... headin to mrt. halfway thru... was drag to a pub at middle rd by my colleague... haha... he was sayin that finally his galfren is workin late... and he can go out.. he is totally 100% control by his gal.. and everybody keep saying he " cannot make it "... he took up another few colleague challenge and went out... and he drag me along... while waiting for cab... Jimmy msg me "ni hao ma".... i replied " bu hao" within seconds... he called and asked why and talk and talk.. while in the cab... i was still yanking with him... i heard this damn song on the cab for the fifith time le... the song is by 3 door down " here without you "... this song been goin thru my head on and on and on....
i told jimmy that is good.. at least now yo called at 11pm... not 4am anymore... he laughed... he told me not to go drink everyday... i said no... it's been quite long since i step out... and i was kidnapped by my colleague... he was sayin lots of funny crap... sayin how we teach him bad... teach him how to drink "lambo"... i say you are the worse... when everybody had enough drinkin... you keep orderin.. and then all of us will be dead by then... those were the days when we were into heavy drinkin and boozing... wat sia... we chat till i reach the pub... as usual is a typical karaoke pub...
sat by the bar with my colleague... halfway thru... my colleague say he's leavin le.. hhis galfren is checkin on him... he have to rush back le... poor guy!!!
i was still msgin with jimmy... he was tellin me to take a break and go for a holidays...
i told him.. i wish i can... haix!!!
I only drink one small cup of beer... and left at 12am... i really a midnight cinderalla...
the pub is pretty boring in a way of another... sad chinese song playin nonstop...
perhaps the people there are not close to me... you know me i dun talk to stranger...
while on the way home in a cab.... i felt empty...really empty....
i dun know how to explain the emptiness... but is empty....
i was really hungry... no food... i never had my dinner at all... just have some gummi bear in my fridge and sleep...

kogepan

2006-09-13T01:13:00.000+08:00

been watchin kogepan on youtube for the pass few days... i did even know that this cute fellow got a storey and a show... it seem like his life is similiar to mine... i find kogepan very inspiring...
i also been watchin some funny japanese prank show on youtube as well... finally something can make me laugh and smile... my mum was even woken up by my laughter at around 2am in the wee mornin...
tryin to find someway to find back my smile which been lost for long... but i guess all these laugher is only temporary...

Dead

2006-09-13T00:48:00.000+08:00

been very tired again... everyday reach home at around 12 midnite on average... start to get sleepy whereever i go... slept on the mrt while on the way home from school or work... nearly missed my station... i start to get irratated when bus 73 start to make me wait... sometime have to wait up to half an hour for the damn bus just to get home... i just wanna faster reach home and lie on my bed... be it sleep or starring at my blank celing... i happy...
but is hard to get to sleep when i wanna...my bio clock is upside down already.
lost my morale... lost my sleep... lost my family... lost my frens... wat next...

talk to one of my supplier today over the phone... he was tellin me to get myself a life... stop stressin myself out... i tired but it dun work!!! He start by tellin his rubbish again by tellin me he got some bachelor fren to intro me... pilot la... biz man la... blah blah....
i ask him... pls stop... i reply " you tell me so much, also no use " i too busy.... any guys will be frightened by the way i work... the hours i put it...

i used to watch movie myself... shoppin myself... go gym myself... i almost like a livin zombie....

i tend to get tempermental nowaday without realising it... somebody pls kill me or knock me out so that i no need to wake up....haix....

life sux....

Lingerie Fair - seductive reduction...

2006-09-11T14:01:00.000+08:00

wat a day!! start work at 2pm on sunday and end work at 8am on monday morning.... i dun know how i manage to survive... the whole fair really took a team of all ladies to finish.. incredible... the moment i reach home at around 8.30am... i slept like nobody biz...
just woken up at 1.30pm... ate so food... time to hit work.. have meetin then later school...
my supplier all call me superwoman... hahaha... i call this self torture!

Dear frens of mine... please come and support me for this fair....

thanks

My Five Variable Love Profile

2006-09-09T00:25:00.000+08:00

***My Five Variable Love Profile***

Propensity for Monogamy:
Your propensity for monogamy is low.You see love as a gift that you should give to many.It's hard for you to imagine being with one person at at time...Let alone one person for the rest of your life!

Experience Level:
Your experience level is medium.You probably have had a couple significant loves.And you may have even had your heart broken.But you haven't really dated a wide variety of people.

Dominance:
Your dominance is low.This doesn't mean you're a doormat, just balanced.You know a relationship is not about getting your way.And you love to give your sweetie a lot of freedom.

Cynicism:
Your cynicism is medium.You'd like to believe in true and everlasting love...But you've definitely been burned enough to know better.You're still an optimist, but you also are a realist.

Independence:
Your independence is high.You don't need to be in love, and sometimes you don't even want love.Having your own life is very important for you...Even more important than having a relationship.

The Five Variable Love Testhttp://www.blogthings.com/thefivevariablelovetest/

Stress....................

2006-09-08T23:50:00.000+08:00

***Your Stress Level is: 73%***

You are prone to stress, and you're probably even pretty stressed right now.
Life's problems seem to pile up on you, and this often makes you feel depressed and burned out.
Learn to take time to relax and enjoy life, even if things are stressful. It's the only wa you'll get through the bad times.

How Stressed Are You?
http://www.blogthings.com/howstressedareyouquiz/

i guess everythin is over

2006-08-24T16:05:00.000+08:00

gave up.... finally.....

Oct 17 2005 : you told me not to cry and to think for myself...
Apr 30 2006 : you told me to think for my career.. i stayed
Aug 23 2006 : Truth is known... i gave up finally

eunice always ask me not to keep things to myself... talk to somebody... i did..called ah song (irving) and i cried.. he knew what happen without me further explaining... this is what i called true fren...

we met at harry's at harbour front... lots of old drinkin mates are there.. including mr lee... we did some drinkin warmup... as usual.. mr lee say later bring me go to our homeground.. hope to find me some good guy for me... i laughed..."there is no good guy at devils...haha" i had enough..

we reach around 11pm... got a table... met some frens as well mostly promoters.. we went from this table to another table.. drank quite a bit... never felt so happy for so long... i ordered flaming lamborgini for bradon.. own him a drink for not turnin up at his birthday last month.. heehee.. as usual he ran off... i light up the drink and we drank... felt so good... guess is my fav drink after all.

we went home at around one plus... i sat on my bed and ponder for veri long... guess alcohol had numb my mind for a while.. it felt good... i stop thinkin about you for a while... but for how long... how long i will feed on alcohol...

anyway i will be gettin my tattoo soon... hopefully it will bring a new lease to my complicated life...

all the guys fren i mention above are all my buddy... they are always the one dryin up my tears... i not as bad as u think... i will gave up on U... not them... i the kind who choose relationship over frens...

thanks for all my frens who are always with me...